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20.12.2009

First day since the last month, went for a brisk walk.

21.12.2009

Went for a jog. Met my coursemates. Dreamt about J asking if I am going out with other guy, I gave him a smirk in the dream. He was very "kancheong " in the dream.

Got a call from H3, a new friend met in a party of my friend. Seems like my friend is really pushing and selling hard in front of H3.

Check 11 signs of depression. My score was 10/11. Hmm, was really having depression the past three months. Am I still having depression ? hmm I think now I am better .

Waiting patiently from the answer of God . Hope that I won't be down on x'mas and Boxing day.
Love is waiting , till it's right.

Counting blessings

Thankful to Lord
Despite of the tension in my house
My housemate still talks to me
My roomate still talks to me

Grateful to Lord
Despite of the separation
I still have friends asking me out for movies and shopping
I still have friends willing to call me when my credit is low

Praise to the Lord
Despite of the tension in my pocket
I still have my mom, and sisters provide me with
Things that I need
I still have my friends that's willing to give and share

All Glory to Lord
Despite of the gravity that is pulling me downward
I have friends willing to lend their hands
To lift me up
Despite of the tears that I shed
I still can cry
I still have feelings

All glory to God,
I am still living on this earth.

Amen.