未完成 -------致 dee dee

记得你来临 你是我唯一
冲向我怀里面 就在那一夜
偷偷夺我的吻 那是唯一
也只有你回应我心里所有的痕迹

你癞在地上 像一只猪趴
傻傻地看着我 往我脚扒一扒
轻轻吻吻你小熊 那是你唯一
的玩具 也是我唯一对你的思忆

你现在离去 留我在这里
剩下的回忆在那孤独的寂寞里
狠狠向我偷袭
不住地想你 你现在过得快乐吗
浩浩去 我的爱 sweet memories.

sweet memories--olivia ong

Romaji:
Natsukashii itami da wa
Zutto mae ni wasurete ita
Demo anata wo mita toki
Jikan dake atomodori shita no
Kanji:
なつかしい痛みだわ
ずっと前に忘れていた
でもあなたを見たとき
時間だけ後戻りしたの
English:
It's the nostalgic pain
That had forgotten longtime before
But when I looked at you
Time just went backward

Romaji:
Happines? to kikanaide
Uso tsuku no wa jouzu ja nai
Tomodachi nara iru kedo
Anna ni wa moeagarenakute
Kanji:
幸福？と聞かないで
嘘をつくのは上手じゃない
友だちならいるけど
あんなには燃えあがれなくて
English:
Don’t ask (about) "Happines?"
(I’m) not good at lying
If (it’s) friend then (I’ll be) there
(It) won’t be flare like that

Romaji:
Ushinatta yume dake ga
Utsukushiku mieru no wa naze kashira
Sugisatta yasashisa mo ima wa
Amai kioku sweet memories
Kanji:
失った夢だけが
美しく見えるのは何故かしら
過ぎ去った優しさも今は
甘い記憶 Sweet memories※
English:
Only the lost dream which
Looks wonderful, don’t know why
It passed gently, and now
Sweet memories. Sweet memories


Don't kiss me baby we can never be
So don't add more pain
Please don't hurt me again
I have spent so many nights
Thinking of you longing for your touch
I have once loved you so much


Romaji:
Ano koro wa wakasugite
Itazura ni kizutsukeatta futari
Iroaseta kanashimi mo ima wa
Tooi kioku sweet memories
Kanji:
あの頃は若過ぎて
悪戯に傷つけあった二人
色褪せた哀しみも今は
遠い記憶 sweet memories
English:
At that time (we were) too young
By mischief two people got hurt
The sadness have fade now
Distant memory sweet memories

So the whole lyrics :
Natsukashii itami da wa
Zutto mae ni wasurete ita
Demo anata wo mita toki
Jikan dake atomodori shita no

"Shiawase?" to kikanaide
Uso tsuku no wa jouzu ja nai
Tomodachi nara iru kedo
Anna ni wa moeagarenakute

Ushinatta yume dake ga
Utsukushiku mieru no wa naze kashira
Sugisatta yasashisa mo ima wa
Amai kioku sweet memories

Don't kiss me baby we can never be
So don't add more pain
Please don't hurt me again
I have spent so many nights
Thinking of you longing for your touch
I have once loved you so much

Ano koro wa wakasugite
Itazura ni kizutsukeatta futari
Iroaseta kanashimi mo ima wa
Tooi kioku sweet memories

Ushinatta yume dake ga
Utsukushiku mieru no wa naze kashira
Sugisatta yasashisa mo ima wa
Amai kioku sweet memories

Song for Dee Dee

Always on my mind

Maybe I didnt treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didnt love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind


Maybe I didnt hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
Im so happy that youre mine
If I make you feel second best
Girl, Im sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind



Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind

Yet , another history for Boleh-land

GE is over.

For now, who's the winner/ loser does not matter anymore.

We expect to see a better future in Boleh-land.

Hope this time when we say boleh, we really mean it.

As a friend for JT, I am sorry, but I believe that you and your family will be alright. We are always friends, no matter whom you are, from where you come , to where you go, where you stand .

Let's not forget that be humble , honest and work hard for the people of Boleh-land, regardless of their origins n their beliefs; Let's not forget that it's not a game of revenge, but a time for a change, a lesson to be learnt. Please do not spread any rumour, do not talk so big and so loud , do not show off, do not be flame the fire of green eye monster.

We need to work together, as a big and harmonious family.

Stay cool, stay calm.

Give 100% to the people, for God shall reward you ten times better than you 've expected / given.

Say no, to back-fire!

Peace ...


God is watching us.DeeDee is watching us.

Amen.

I'll be fine

Dear Friends , sisters , buddies ,

It's almost a week since Dee Dee has gone . Finally I have the ability to control my lacrimal gland from overflowing by its secretion aka tears.

I was in the dark. I was not able to eat properly.
I lost my focus during lecture.
I saw Dee Dee whenever I rode, I walked, smiled, talked
whenever people talked,
on the screen,
in front of my lecture hall.

I stopped studying, doing my revision / homeworks/ assignments for one whole week
As I couldn't focus
I slept early, in order to stop myself from thinking too much.

I lost my interest in reading up the current issues
Not in the mood at all for General Election

Masked myself .

But each and everyday,
I am getting better.
I have to.

I must not disappoint you
I have promised to bring back the " happy " Melissa

Now the alarm has rung,
As GE is over,
As Prokasih's surgery is approaching
Mel shall be back to normal
To serve the animals

Dee Dee, you are always on mind
I shall never forget you.

Once again , I would like to say a big THANK YOU
to all who care, leave a note/ message to me, called up, or give me a pat
esp my family- M, D, Snake, Bear, Yasmine,
My best chums - SY, Mei, XY
Closest vetmates - LC, CX, SZ, FT, Mel,ST, CC, JC, Sly,Nic, JV,Jeff
Seniors- Dr Choy n Dr J.Loh
My roomate- CS
and many others
and sorry too, if I made you feel bad
You are angels sent from God, Amen.

Let's us pray for the best
For Malaysia, for the people, for the strays
For Penang, and for Prokasih.
May peace be with you.
May all the strays can get the best from us,
May Prokasih has a smooth and successful operation

Amen.

Love you guys.

God bless you

To Dee Dee

今天我又进步了。

对你的思念并没有减少。

眼泪是流得较少了。

可以控制自己的情绪，埋头于工作里。

还有一大群的猫等我来处理。

我不可以不留神。

它们的生命也很可贵。

虽然都只是野猫。

回到家中，又回到了思念你的漩涡里。

遇见旧友，谈到了你，他们不知道。

我尽量维持谈笑风生

我的悲伤， 我一个人当。

想念你起舞的时候。

Dee Dee, May I ?

onul-bam kudae-ye gyote
cho arumdab-ke su nohwajin Rainbow
irohke tang-shinul kkung talmun
nae nun sogen nul kadukhiI love to dance with my deedee
I love to share with my lovin’
I keep my secret safe
And sound with my dee
How do you feel?
How do you love?
Shall we dance with me?

Dance with my deedee
I love to share with my lovin’
I keep my scret safe
and sound with my dee
How do you feel?
How do you love?
Dance with my deedee

I love to share with my lovin’
I keep my secret safe
And sound with my deedee
How do you feel?
How do you love?
Dance with my deedee

I love to share with my lovin’
I keep my secret safe
And sound with my deedee
How do you feel?
How do you love?
Dance with my deedee
I love to share with my lovin’
I keep my secret safe
And sound with my deedee
How do you feel?

To Dee Dee

You always a shining star
In my heart
Brightening up my sky
In the dark
Miss you so
There will never be a 2nd you...

I will work hard
to live the way you want me to
There are doubts in my life
Life seems to be much more lonely
When you are gone

Miss those days when we dance
We laugh
We play
Together

Now you are gone

You make me realise that
Life is so short
Life is so fragile

I guess I need someone to take care of me
When you are gone...
You are gone.

还是会寂寞

昨天的自己比前天的我 进步了。

至少我已可以和别人稍微谈一谈你离开的原因。

我可以向教授请教及研究是什么令你离去。

我不再生气。

我开始进食。

没有你的时候，

我还是会寂寞。

在天堂的那一角，

你快乐吗？

虽然圣经里没说你会去到上帝那儿，

他们说爱会把你带到他的身边。

我好想你。

To Dee Dee

Dear Dee Dee,

Could you listen what I wanna tell ya?
Could you hear me ?
I miss you, truly, madly and deeply.
Though people keep telling me that don't be so sad.
I just couldn't contain the emotion.
I tried hard to hold on... holding on hard..
I saw you walking on the street,
Chasing after me behind my bike,
Welcoming me home when I open the door,
hug me close when I sit down,
Waiting for me at the staircase.

Would you forgive me
that I didn't see you for the one last time ?
Would you forgive me
that I couldn't do more for you?

Just wanna be with you now
But now you are gone

When you feel lonely and afraid
come to me and let me know,
Just like when I feel the same way,
I shall be missing you

I 'll pray for you
And you'll be watching me from far
though now I couldn't feel you with my hand
I'll pray that our Heavenly Father will watch after you

Come to Jesus, Come to Jesus
My wearied Dee Dee.

In memory of DeeDee
My love.

Mel

Now nothing can I do for you.
But , I 'll pray that Lord will open the door for you.

Heavenly Father,
To where Dee Dee is going to now ? Will you send an angel to guide her on this journey ?
I pray that You will bring her to a happy place. And we shall be united in thy side one day.
Amen.

Mel.


Weak and wounded sinner
Lost and left to die
O, raise your head, for love is passing by
Come to Jesus
Come to Jesus
Come to Jesus and live!

Now your burden's lifted
And carried far away
And precious blood has washed away the stain, so
Sing to Jesus
Sing to Jesus
Sing to Jesus and live!

And like a newborn baby
Don't be afraid to crawl
And remember when you walk
Sometimes we fall...so
Fall on Jesus
Fall on Jesus
Fall on Jesus and live!

Sometimes the way is lonely
And steep and filled with pain
So if your sky is dark and pours the rain, then
Cry to Jesus
Cry to Jesus
Cry to Jesus and live!

O, and when the love spills over
And music fills the night
And when you can't contain your joy inside, then
Dance for Jesus
Dance for Jesus
Dance for Jesus and live!

And with your final heartbeat
Kiss the world goodbye
Then go in peace, and laugh on Glory's side, and
Fly to Jesus
Fly to Jesus
Fly to Jesus and live!


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Goodbye , My love

The time that we spent was too little.

The night that we had were scarce.

The photos that we snapped were few.

You were my reason to home.

You were my source of sunshine.

You took away my heart.

You took away my first kiss.

I hate myself now

why do you have to go away?

What had held me from reaching out to you

When you need me the most

When you were at the weakest point of life?

I couldn't stop blaming myself

Isn't my fault when I had doubts

I prayed to God

I trust God

I don't know why He wanna take you away

Shed me some lights, cause I need to know why

The price is too high

What is left for now ?

I must think of you every day, every night

Cause what 's left for me now--

Your sweet smile,

Your naughtiness and innocence

The warmth you gave me in the night

how you woke me up in the morning

how you laid down on my laps

how you happily jumping on my legs

how you welcomed me home

how you greedily begged for food

how you loved me to bath you

how you played with the water hose after every jog

how you slept on the floor

how you lay on your back and asked for more scratch

how I had your hair cut

how I clean your ear

how I feed you food, medicine, and your favourite snack

how you watched me online

how you be so jealous when Yasmine hugged me

how you barked

how you hide when my friends came in

every breath of yours that blown on me

every kiss that you gave to me when I was down

how you chase , search , chew and hide your favourite toys -pink and brown bears

how you asked me to play with you and your bears

how you investigated me when I was home after a long time

I shouldn't stop missing

These are the pictures that you leave for me,
the only pictures,
that I have

now and forever.


Dee Dee , you are not my pet.
You are my family.



R.I.P
02.13.2005- 03.03.2008. 1645.