To Dee Dee

You always a shining star
In my heart
Brightening up my sky
In the dark
Miss you so
There will never be a 2nd you...

I will work hard
to live the way you want me to
There are doubts in my life
Life seems to be much more lonely
When you are gone

Miss those days when we dance
We laugh
We play
Together

Now you are gone

You make me realise that
Life is so short
Life is so fragile

I guess I need someone to take care of me
When you are gone...
You are gone.

To Dee Dee

Dear Dee Dee,

Could you listen what I wanna tell ya?
Could you hear me ?
I miss you, truly, madly and deeply.
Though people keep telling me that don't be so sad.
I just couldn't contain the emotion.
I tried hard to hold on... holding on hard..
I saw you walking on the street,
Chasing after me behind my bike,
Welcoming me home when I open the door,
hug me close when I sit down,
Waiting for me at the staircase.

Would you forgive me
that I didn't see you for the one last time ?
Would you forgive me
that I couldn't do more for you?

Just wanna be with you now
But now you are gone

When you feel lonely and afraid
come to me and let me know,
Just like when I feel the same way,
I shall be missing you

I 'll pray for you
And you'll be watching me from far
though now I couldn't feel you with my hand
I'll pray that our Heavenly Father will watch after you

Come to Jesus, Come to Jesus
My wearied Dee Dee.

In memory of DeeDee
My love.

Mel

Now nothing can I do for you.
But , I 'll pray that Lord will open the door for you.

Heavenly Father,
To where Dee Dee is going to now ? Will you send an angel to guide her on this journey ?
I pray that You will bring her to a happy place. And we shall be united in thy side one day.
Amen.

Mel.


Weak and wounded sinner
Lost and left to die
O, raise your head, for love is passing by
Come to Jesus
Come to Jesus
Come to Jesus and live!

Now your burden's lifted
And carried far away
And precious blood has washed away the stain, so
Sing to Jesus
Sing to Jesus
Sing to Jesus and live!

And like a newborn baby
Don't be afraid to crawl
And remember when you walk
Sometimes we fall...so
Fall on Jesus
Fall on Jesus
Fall on Jesus and live!

Sometimes the way is lonely
And steep and filled with pain
So if your sky is dark and pours the rain, then
Cry to Jesus
Cry to Jesus
Cry to Jesus and live!

O, and when the love spills over
And music fills the night
And when you can't contain your joy inside, then
Dance for Jesus
Dance for Jesus
Dance for Jesus and live!

And with your final heartbeat
Kiss the world goodbye
Then go in peace, and laugh on Glory's side, and
Fly to Jesus
Fly to Jesus
Fly to Jesus and live!


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Goodbye , My love

The time that we spent was too little.

The night that we had were scarce.

The photos that we snapped were few.

You were my reason to home.

You were my source of sunshine.

You took away my heart.

You took away my first kiss.

I hate myself now

why do you have to go away?

What had held me from reaching out to you

When you need me the most

When you were at the weakest point of life?

I couldn't stop blaming myself

Isn't my fault when I had doubts

I prayed to God

I trust God

I don't know why He wanna take you away

Shed me some lights, cause I need to know why

The price is too high

What is left for now ?

I must think of you every day, every night

Cause what 's left for me now--

Your sweet smile,

Your naughtiness and innocence

The warmth you gave me in the night

how you woke me up in the morning

how you laid down on my laps

how you happily jumping on my legs

how you welcomed me home

how you greedily begged for food

how you loved me to bath you

how you played with the water hose after every jog

how you slept on the floor

how you lay on your back and asked for more scratch

how I had your hair cut

how I clean your ear

how I feed you food, medicine, and your favourite snack

how you watched me online

how you be so jealous when Yasmine hugged me

how you barked

how you hide when my friends came in

every breath of yours that blown on me

every kiss that you gave to me when I was down

how you chase , search , chew and hide your favourite toys -pink and brown bears

how you asked me to play with you and your bears

how you investigated me when I was home after a long time

I shouldn't stop missing

These are the pictures that you leave for me,
the only pictures,
that I have

now and forever.


Dee Dee , you are not my pet.
You are my family.



R.I.P
02.13.2005- 03.03.2008. 1645.