The time that we spent was too little.
The night that we had were scarce.
The photos that we snapped were few.
You were my reason to home.
You were my source of sunshine.
You took away my heart.
You took away my first kiss.
I hate myself now
why do you have to go away?
What had held me from reaching out to you
When you need me the most
When you were at the weakest point of life?
I couldn't stop blaming myself
Isn't my fault when I had doubts
I prayed to God
I trust God
I don't know why He wanna take you away
Shed me some lights, cause I need to know why
The price is too high
What is left for now ?
I must think of you every day, every night
Cause what 's left for me now--
Your sweet smile,
Your naughtiness and innocence
The warmth you gave me in the night
how you woke me up in the morning
how you laid down on my laps
how you happily jumping on my legs
how you welcomed me home
how you greedily begged for food
how you loved me to bath you
how you played with the water hose after every jog
how you slept on the floor
how you lay on your back and asked for more scratch
how I had your hair cut
how I clean your ear
how I feed you food, medicine, and your favourite snack
how you watched me online
how you be so jealous when Yasmine hugged me
how you barked
how you hide when my friends came in
every breath of yours that blown on me
every kiss that you gave to me when I was down
how you chase , search , chew and hide your favourite toys -pink and brown bears
how you asked me to play with you and your bears
how you investigated me when I was home after a long time
I shouldn't stop missing
These are the pictures that you leave for me,
the only pictures,
that I have
now and forever.
Dee Dee , you are not my pet.
You are my family.
R.I.P
02.13.2005- 03.03.2008. 1645.
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