A day to remember...

A day to remember
As I am nearer to where God wants me to be
Realizatoin
On the things that not within my hand
Changes start within me
Not the other
I can't change the other
Only God has the ability

Kept doing the wrong thing
I was needy and desperate
I was lost
Insecurity blinded me

There was no such thing as
who is better
Who's the winner
who lose in this battle
Not about who have made the better or right decision
or who did more , who did less

Now I am sorry for the hurt and anger that I had caused (though I don't know what it was)
Sorry that I offended you.
I regret that I didn't speak your love language
I pray that you will not let bitterness to root in your heart
No more grudges
Though I don't know the reason
You go away
Love changes in such a hurry ?
You choose to destroy the bridge of communication
and build a wall to isolate me from you

once I thought
The answer will be the solution
of my bitterness

Now it's not important anymore

Holding no grudges on you anymore
No more bitterness
No more sadness
No avenge

Letting it go
By God's grace
Healing in progress.

I forgive you.
And I forgive myself.

Believing we 'll be better.
I am thankful for the experience and lesson.


wohoo~ rediscovery. Amen.

22.10.09