He does not worth my love

I was pretty depressed these few days. 10th day post breaking up .
This morning I woke up, my heart is still aching .
Wondering why he did this to me .

I checked my MSN , and I need to confirm that if he has really blocked me.
Googled how to do it.
Yes, I finally found the answer.
My instict, and logic was right. He has blocked me.

There is no turning back in this relationship.
Looking back at what he has done to me all this while.
I was wounded badly.
felt that I was nothing but more than being used by him to fill up his thirst for loneliness and his desire.
It was a foolish game.

Few days ago, my friend told me that maybe it is not right to comment him in his facebook.
I wanted to delete all the bad comment about him.

But today, I realised that I don't have to do this.
The reason is that he is just a jerk that doesn't deserve my kindness to him.

A jerk that never celebrated his galfren's birthday.
A jerk that never celebrated valentine's with his girlfren.
A jerk that blamed his galfren never go and find him but in fact the gal went to his town and waited and waited till 12.00 midnight everyday till he text that " I am too tired to meet you ."
A jerk that can dump his galfren because he was very troubled by his work.


A jerk remains a jerk.

I just have to wake up.

I guess I was furious not because of breaking up with him, but his behavior of cutting out all contacts, and blocking me without after the break up as if I am a plague or am going after him like a crazy insance psyched .

He text to break up.
that's really gut less of him in facing me.

I was thinking that we still can be friends.

He said yes.

Then the following day he did all these to me.

So he is just a liar . Definitely a jerk.


He still owes me money. Not a big lump sum , but a few hundreds.
It's not a big number for a working man who own a business like him.
But it is a lot for a student who solely depends on loan like me.
My account only have less than 2 figure to survive for the following months till Jan. He knew that. So why don't he return the money to me ? Cheapo.

I guess it was a planned beautiful break up by him but turn out I found more ugliness in him.

My only mistake was putting too much effort and getting too committed in this relationship. Trying to hard.

He is the one who quit.

From today onward, I don't have to feel awkward to face him personally or talk to his friend who is able to affect my evaluation of my performance in the clinic.
I truly know that it was absolutely , 100 % not my fault. His best buddy in the ward was avoiding me and or just plain being unfriendly to me in the ward or in the fac.
Next time when I see him, I will just approach him and say, " Hi , Dr D, how 'ya doing " loudly and let's see what will be his reaction.

And next time if I happen to meet his new galfrens, all I wanna tell her is that --- Good luck and God bless you.


ngo pei si ni, sek si la jin yan!

Rubbish of the society.. not even worth to call it an animal..

What do you do when people try to insult others using your blog's comment?

It's such a NUISANCE!

LAME ! UNREASONABLE! SUCKS! LOSER!

Only people with hypoplastic cerebellar and atrophic cerebrum will do that!

It shows how disrespectful and ridiculous a man can be!

No matter what it has happened between the both parties, hey, don't dragged me in!

Guess this particular fella has nothing much but everything massive atrophy and infection all over his body.. testes atresia.. or agenesis testes....every part of yours must be going thru intense infiltration of lymphocyes.. neutrophils.. eosinophils etc.. fibroblasts must be busy setting into every part of your interstitial tissue..aiks.. and ewwwww... and moist gangrene.. yuks~necrotic penis *vomitting*

If you dare to do it, why not dare to show who you are ... anonymous.. Superb lame.. are you having laminitis?


Pity that pathetic fella.... born to be failure.. aiz~Wonder what sort of traumatic injuries you been thru and made you such incompetent ?

Though I don't know who you are... and I don't bother to trace who you are... A waste of time and my energy.. better save it for the betterment of animal kingdom.

May God keep an eye on this fella...

Really~ Hatred does not aid in improving the matter.. Pity
You are killing yourself with the poison..

So pissed off .. Don't ever leave any comment on my blog if it has nothing to do with my post. Leave if you can't take my words.

Fcuk off !