Everyone is moving ...
Are you
Part of the game
Did you win
or lose

Did it hinder you
from moving forward
oder holding you back
from advancing

Is this a joke
or a blessing
Pain and sweetness
intertwine
Twist follows twist
Thirst for more
Losing more of self


Where are you heading to
where are you going to
what's going through

not within ya control
not within ya expectation

do you wanna let it go
or hold on it
tighter
the merrier
the crazier
the more hysterical

The closer
the further
the more you know
the less you know

strangers
to lovers
lovers
to stranger
??

tears to laughter
laughter to tears
??

Cuddling together
both on heaven
pushing away
to the deepest vale

hello or bye
bye or hello

silence
silent you fool !!
silence speaking all these while.

dirty linen !!
no dirty linen , but a rift between us



part of life
part of lie

Drowning in this swirl.

Flightless bird, American Mouth

I really love Iron and Wine. His song is so poetic.Listening to his song is like browsing through a movie . I don't have a very strong background of English literature . Below is the interpretation of Flightless bird, american mouth (my favourite songs of his )by darleneinacio that I came across.

I was a quick wet boy diving too deep for coins:
He was a guy that was hard to get and only cared for money,

All of your streetlight eyes, Wide on my plastic toys:
Everyone only saw him for what he had though.

Then when the cops closed the fair:
Then he realized he wanted love

I cut my long baby hair:
he decided to grow up.

Stole me a dog-eared map:
He realized what he wanted

And called for you everywhere:
and started searching for her

Have I found you:
has he found it?

flightless bird:
this fragile helpless thing could it be her?

Jealous, weeping:
he is jealous and sad.

Or is lost you:
Or is he to late?

American mouth:
are is she spoken for?

Big pill, looming:
the thought is hard to swallow

Now I'm a fat house cat:
Now he is happy he can have all he wants

Nursing my sore blunt tongue:
can finally get some rest he don't have to call for her anymore.

Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence ****s:
he watching the other girls try to tell her lies so the can get in.

****ing on magazines:
He knows it's lies

those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean:
so no matter how much the girls try the are fishing without bate

Blood of Christ mountain stream:
Because what he has is very pure.

Have I found you:
So is she the one?

Flightless bird:
this unlikely creature

grounded:
he is not going anywhere

bleeding:
He would rather get hurt

or lost you:
Well he loss her?

american mouth:
will she find another and be spoken for

Big pill stuck going down:
that would be to hard to swallow

SMS fraud and sleeping police

13 Oct 2008 13:39
As I was focusing on reading in the library, my cellphone sms alert interrupted . A mystery number without ID was shown .



" Congratulations
No'simcard anda
Tlah m-menangi
HADIAH UTAMA
Wang Tunai!!
Rm15,ooo.oo,dr
Syarikat SHELL
Call/sila dail;
017-8311242
Terima kasih"


Oh mine, God is so graceful to me that He knows that I am too late to apply for JPA scholarships! Oh yeah..

Wait ... ...

Isn't it too good to have such a big frog jumping everywhere on the street ? (Chinese sayings, same meaning as in "no lunch is FOC under the sun.")

It is obvious that this sms is 99.99999999999999999999999999% a spam, or a fraud.
But there is 0.00000000000000000000000001% that I might get the money , right ?
Oops, forgot to tell ya , that's in my dream.

I've read many forwarding emails regarding conman using this tactic to bloodily suck all your bloody money from your bloody blood sucking bank account . Usually the hero in the above incidence is tanned-curly speaking English and Malay in the slang of land of giraffe.

I am so excited .

THOU SHALT LODGE A POLICE REPORT .

A firm voice was speaking through my tiny head.

But what if it is real ? Making a fake report is an offence.And I still wanna keep my IC color . Blue is cool.

Home.
(Pressing 017-8311242)

And I am still very excited.

I mean, hey, what should I expect if I called ?
Sexy voice asking for my room number ?

Mr Conman: " Selamat petang. Ini Syarikat ....(he was mumbling )

Me : " Ya. Good afternoon. May I know who is on the line ? "

Mr Conman : " Apa? Cakap Melayu boleh ? "

Me :" (shit, my BM tak boleh pakai one ) Emm..Siapa yang tengah cakap ini ? Tadi Saya dapat satu sms dari nombor ini -0178903136. "

Mr Conman : " Oh ya . Anda telah memenangi RM 15000 dari Syarikat Shell ..(mumbling again)... Maxis Celcom simcard...(mumbling again) Ini Cik apa ? "

Me : " (Duh.. tell me ya name la, idiot) X. Siapa yang tengah cakap ni?

Mr Conman : " Lanjit .. "

Me : " Huh ? "

Mr Conman : "Ranjit . Ini cik apa ni? "

Me : " (Duh...) XXX..... (waiting for him to continue the conversation)

Mr Conman : "(Very excited)Encik, boleh ... (mumbling again)telefon nombor ? "

Me : " huh? "

Mr Conman : " Telefon nombor "

Me : " 012-4.......(mumbling my number so that he can't get it."

Mr Conman : " (Pretended that he got it) Bank account mana ...(mumbling again).."

Me : " Aeon. "

Mr Conman : " Bank account (mumbling again) wang masuk .... (mumbling)" <>

Me: " Sorry, ni syarikat mana ? "

Mr Conman : " Ini Syarikat SHELL minyak.... (mumbling again)"

Me :" Mr Ranjit ,may I know which department you are working in ? "

Mr Conman : " Ini Syarikat SHELL minyak , Jalan Damansara, KL ...(Mumbling again) " <>

Me : " Sorry Mr Ranjit . I got an incoming call right now . We continue it later , kay ?"

Mr Conman : " huh? Melayu , Melayu ."

Me : " Incoming call , incoming call. Bye. "


Without any hesitation, I headed off to the nearest Police Station to lodge a report... ...


Continuation...

The police asked me to write down whatever my concerned was. That's it. And they even commented that I should have just leave it alone , ignore the phone .

Hello, I think I was just doing what a responsible "rakyat" will do. This need to be reported , and (so) the police carries out their duty to track and keep these unscrupulous people in jail. It's crime. Prevention of crime is important .

Wake up! Wake up! You sleeping people.

Pissed. Angry. Sad. Disappointed.

CHerry... YUI..in Quran

Life.. YUI

Goodbye days

Yui - Goodbye Days / lyrics

Dakara ima ai ni yuku
So kimetanda
Poketto no kono kyoku wo
kimi ni kikasetai

Sotto boryu-mu wo agete
Tashikamete mitayo

Oh Good-bye Days
Ima, kawaru ki ga suru
Kinou made ni
So Long
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara
La la la la la with you

Katahou no earphone wo
Kimi ni watasu
Yukkuri to nagare komu
Kono shunkan

Umaku aisete imasu ka?
Tama ni mayou kedo

Oh Good-bye Days
Ima, kawari hajimeta
Mune no oku
All Right
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara
La la la la la with you

Dekireba kanashii
Omoi nante shitaku nai
Demo yattekuru deshou, oh
Sono toki egao de
"Yeah, Hello My Friend" nante sa
Ieta nara ii noni

Onaji uta wo
Kuchizusamu toki
Soba ni ite I Wish
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ni aeta yokatta yo
La la la la good-bye days

Goodbye to you

And of all the things I believed in,
I just wanna carry in you; your eyes,
You spawn behind my light is but I do night cry,
Come each day past me by,

I’ll been shorting Eden my soul,
Using a heary and I’m stroting to get old,
You life I’m surfing, I’m a over again,
Last be in past me by,
And I say— right

Goodbye to you,
Goodbye to everything, what I do,
You would like to learn I cry
Hoping that I try to hold on to

Oh oh woah oh

And the horns want everything
And nothing gets the same sign

I want what’s yours and I’ll what was mine
I want to, and never give in disguise

Goodbye to you,
Goodbye to everything, what I do,
You would like to learn I cry
Hoping that I try to hold on to

Hoping that I try to hold on to

Hold on to

Oh oh woah oh

And let the stroke pass by the life thick
You’re none shooting star

laugh away.... YUI

Yui summer song + laugh away

YUI summer song ....

Things that you will never thought of .. but now you are part of it...

How many of us have this sort of experience or feelings ?

Just a few updates for u... ...

Yes , now I memang " lai ye " liao... who will think that I will be uh hmm.. in love with that not- so - good - looking guy ?

I guess this is how amazing that God put two unrelated person together .. not really unrelated la.. it is just that I never notice that

I remember that's a chain letter saying that don't forget to smile , coz you never know who will be falling in love with your smile.. so keep on smiling.. Think about it , all single out there!

So the next thing to do is ??

So the guy ain't your type...

He isn't your type because he looks fugly?
Or is it because of the way he carries himself ? His thought? His behaviour ? His demeanor?

It is cool to keep a caring friend like him, but wouldn't it be unfair to the guy ?

Hmm...

I guess it is good to make things clear ...
But bear in mind that don't judge a book by its cover.

Honesty may not be the best policy as it hurts sometimes, but it reflects on us.
What comes around goes around.

We can't tell what may come tomorrow, but we know what's now.
Open up to all sort of possibilities, in the future.
But for now, be truthful to yourself.

What do you think if you was in their shoes?

What's next?

You find this guy is kind of caring over the phone...
You find this guy is sort of out of your taste over the first date...
He is a gentleman, but the minute you look at him, you feel like vomitting.

So what's next ?

What does it mean

When someone ... ...

calls you sweety while messaging you?
gives you a call almost every single night ?
starts expecting text message from the somebody?
asks when are you coming back?
says what else do you want to know about me?
tells you the his/ her own stories ?
texts you " I 'll call you"?
offers to bring you out for food when you're home?
wonders what you are doing in the other end of the world?
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
tell me , oh tell me, what's lingering in that somebody's mind.

未完成 -------致 dee dee

记得你来临 你是我唯一
冲向我怀里面 就在那一夜
偷偷夺我的吻 那是唯一
也只有你回应我心里所有的痕迹

你癞在地上 像一只猪趴
傻傻地看着我 往我脚扒一扒
轻轻吻吻你小熊 那是你唯一
的玩具 也是我唯一对你的思忆

你现在离去 留我在这里
剩下的回忆在那孤独的寂寞里
狠狠向我偷袭
不住地想你 你现在过得快乐吗
浩浩去 我的爱 sweet memories.

sweet memories--olivia ong

Romaji:
Natsukashii itami da wa
Zutto mae ni wasurete ita
Demo anata wo mita toki
Jikan dake atomodori shita no
Kanji:
なつかしい痛みだわ
ずっと前に忘れていた
でもあなたを見たとき
時間だけ後戻りしたの
English:
It's the nostalgic pain
That had forgotten longtime before
But when I looked at you
Time just went backward

Romaji:
Happines? to kikanaide
Uso tsuku no wa jouzu ja nai
Tomodachi nara iru kedo
Anna ni wa moeagarenakute
Kanji:
幸福？と聞かないで
嘘をつくのは上手じゃない
友だちならいるけど
あんなには燃えあがれなくて
English:
Don’t ask (about) "Happines?"
(I’m) not good at lying
If (it’s) friend then (I’ll be) there
(It) won’t be flare like that

Romaji:
Ushinatta yume dake ga
Utsukushiku mieru no wa naze kashira
Sugisatta yasashisa mo ima wa
Amai kioku sweet memories
Kanji:
失った夢だけが
美しく見えるのは何故かしら
過ぎ去った優しさも今は
甘い記憶 Sweet memories※
English:
Only the lost dream which
Looks wonderful, don’t know why
It passed gently, and now
Sweet memories. Sweet memories


Don't kiss me baby we can never be
So don't add more pain
Please don't hurt me again
I have spent so many nights
Thinking of you longing for your touch
I have once loved you so much


Romaji:
Ano koro wa wakasugite
Itazura ni kizutsukeatta futari
Iroaseta kanashimi mo ima wa
Tooi kioku sweet memories
Kanji:
あの頃は若過ぎて
悪戯に傷つけあった二人
色褪せた哀しみも今は
遠い記憶 sweet memories
English:
At that time (we were) too young
By mischief two people got hurt
The sadness have fade now
Distant memory sweet memories

So the whole lyrics :
Natsukashii itami da wa
Zutto mae ni wasurete ita
Demo anata wo mita toki
Jikan dake atomodori shita no

"Shiawase?" to kikanaide
Uso tsuku no wa jouzu ja nai
Tomodachi nara iru kedo
Anna ni wa moeagarenakute

Ushinatta yume dake ga
Utsukushiku mieru no wa naze kashira
Sugisatta yasashisa mo ima wa
Amai kioku sweet memories

Don't kiss me baby we can never be
So don't add more pain
Please don't hurt me again
I have spent so many nights
Thinking of you longing for your touch
I have once loved you so much

Ano koro wa wakasugite
Itazura ni kizutsukeatta futari
Iroaseta kanashimi mo ima wa
Tooi kioku sweet memories

Ushinatta yume dake ga
Utsukushiku mieru no wa naze kashira
Sugisatta yasashisa mo ima wa
Amai kioku sweet memories

Song for Dee Dee

Always on my mind

Maybe I didnt treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didnt love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind


Maybe I didnt hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
Im so happy that youre mine
If I make you feel second best
Girl, Im sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind



Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind

Yet , another history for Boleh-land

GE is over.

For now, who's the winner/ loser does not matter anymore.

We expect to see a better future in Boleh-land.

Hope this time when we say boleh, we really mean it.

As a friend for JT, I am sorry, but I believe that you and your family will be alright. We are always friends, no matter whom you are, from where you come , to where you go, where you stand .

Let's not forget that be humble , honest and work hard for the people of Boleh-land, regardless of their origins n their beliefs; Let's not forget that it's not a game of revenge, but a time for a change, a lesson to be learnt. Please do not spread any rumour, do not talk so big and so loud , do not show off, do not be flame the fire of green eye monster.

We need to work together, as a big and harmonious family.

Stay cool, stay calm.

Give 100% to the people, for God shall reward you ten times better than you 've expected / given.

Say no, to back-fire!

Peace ...


God is watching us.DeeDee is watching us.

Amen.

I'll be fine

Dear Friends , sisters , buddies ,

It's almost a week since Dee Dee has gone . Finally I have the ability to control my lacrimal gland from overflowing by its secretion aka tears.

I was in the dark. I was not able to eat properly.
I lost my focus during lecture.
I saw Dee Dee whenever I rode, I walked, smiled, talked
whenever people talked,
on the screen,
in front of my lecture hall.

I stopped studying, doing my revision / homeworks/ assignments for one whole week
As I couldn't focus
I slept early, in order to stop myself from thinking too much.

I lost my interest in reading up the current issues
Not in the mood at all for General Election

Masked myself .

But each and everyday,
I am getting better.
I have to.

I must not disappoint you
I have promised to bring back the " happy " Melissa

Now the alarm has rung,
As GE is over,
As Prokasih's surgery is approaching
Mel shall be back to normal
To serve the animals

Dee Dee, you are always on mind
I shall never forget you.

Once again , I would like to say a big THANK YOU
to all who care, leave a note/ message to me, called up, or give me a pat
esp my family- M, D, Snake, Bear, Yasmine,
My best chums - SY, Mei, XY
Closest vetmates - LC, CX, SZ, FT, Mel,ST, CC, JC, Sly,Nic, JV,Jeff
Seniors- Dr Choy n Dr J.Loh
My roomate- CS
and many others
and sorry too, if I made you feel bad
You are angels sent from God, Amen.

Let's us pray for the best
For Malaysia, for the people, for the strays
For Penang, and for Prokasih.
May peace be with you.
May all the strays can get the best from us,
May Prokasih has a smooth and successful operation

Amen.

Love you guys.

God bless you

To Dee Dee

今天我又进步了。

对你的思念并没有减少。

眼泪是流得较少了。

可以控制自己的情绪，埋头于工作里。

还有一大群的猫等我来处理。

我不可以不留神。

它们的生命也很可贵。

虽然都只是野猫。

回到家中，又回到了思念你的漩涡里。

遇见旧友，谈到了你，他们不知道。

我尽量维持谈笑风生

我的悲伤， 我一个人当。

想念你起舞的时候。

Dee Dee, May I ?

onul-bam kudae-ye gyote
cho arumdab-ke su nohwajin Rainbow
irohke tang-shinul kkung talmun
nae nun sogen nul kadukhiI love to dance with my deedee
I love to share with my lovin’
I keep my secret safe
And sound with my dee
How do you feel?
How do you love?
Shall we dance with me?

Dance with my deedee
I love to share with my lovin’
I keep my scret safe
and sound with my dee
How do you feel?
How do you love?
Dance with my deedee

I love to share with my lovin’
I keep my secret safe
And sound with my deedee
How do you feel?
How do you love?
Dance with my deedee

I love to share with my lovin’
I keep my secret safe
And sound with my deedee
How do you feel?
How do you love?
Dance with my deedee
I love to share with my lovin’
I keep my secret safe
And sound with my deedee
How do you feel?