Course night 2009 -- The mark of the ending of my 5 year degree

Went to prom .

Many things flashed through my mind.

The slides presentation did not really make me move.

Maybe there 's not much of my memories here.

I am not a somebody here.

5 years ....

Is a long way... not too far away....

Friendship comes and goes.
It's up to us to maintain the relationship.
Nothing last forever, except the love of God.
Most importantly,
I hope that I will not lose myself again
In whichever path that God lead me to
To discover what really lies in me

It's not how much I earn
It's not how well I am
It's not how smart I am
It's not how wealthy I am
It's not how pretty I am
It's not about how well-liked I am

It's about the simple things in life
It's about the beauty of this world
of GOD's every creature

It's about how much I do care
I appreciate
all this simplicity .

Happy birthday mommy

Today is my mom's birthday.

Mommy, missing you much.

I also wanna thank God, for His mercy , and His faithfulness.

Just got to know that my mom flew to S'pore to visit my little nephew and my dearest sis, and Dan BIL.

I was so upset the past few weeks, I thought that mom wouldn't have the chance to do it so , as there was some emergency at home.

Then, things turn out so right, but God just like to keep it as a surprise to me!

My aunt took the initiative to invite my mom to fly to Singapore with her, and she assured her that Gran would be fine as other uncles and aunties would take good care of her.

Never cease to believe in the "goodness " in people. It's a lesson that my God teaches me .

A Living Prayer

By Alison Krauss



In this world I walk alone
With no place to call my home
But there's one who holds my hand
The rugged road through barren lands
The way is dark, the road is steep
But He's become my eyes to see
The strength to climb, my griefs to bear
The Savior lives inside me there

In Your love I find release
A haven from my unbelief
Take my life and let me be
A living prayer, my God to Thee

In these trials of life I find
Another voice inside my mind
He comforts me and bids me live
Inside the love the Father gives

In Your love I find release
A haven from my unbelief
Take my life and let me be
A living prayer, my God to Thee

Take my life and let me be
A living prayer, my God to Thee

I am weary, and so I lay me head on Your hands.
Let me be.. let me be.. the one you want me to be.

What should I do?

What should I do when I got to know that my Gran is dying ?

Chronic Renal Failure. Required blood transfusion now..basically these suggest the condition is quite bad .

I am not cursing my Gran ... cause CRF is a one way ticket.. It's just a matter of time , that determine how fast the progression of the disease is taking up her life.

I can hardly think properly now. What should I do ?

As a granddaughter who is away from home now, as a Christian whose Gran is a non-Christian does not like Christian at all ?