Random ..

Must protect
this little heart of mine.
Little heart
needs protection.

Random thoughts

Just part and parcel of faded connections

If only I can pack these memories into a parcel

and send them back to you

or send it away from myself

Life would have been easier.

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Start working ...
If I take this responsibility as a job,
maybe I will do it better.

So now , my job = study well.

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I think it is too much.
Time to stop mourning.
Time to stop complaining
to others
What is left ?
It's just me .

Just me and myself .
But stretching out is easier .
It's easier to have someone else to pull me up when I am falling down.
I am not strong enough. Not yet.
Thought that I am ok.
No I am not .
Maybe it is due to
stress adaptation.
Hey ya.... anyone willing to pull me out of this ?

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Maybe I should start another post ... Maybe it should be written on the layout.
A reminder ...
things that make me feel happy.

I wanna be happy.
I shall be happy.
I will be happy.

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10 more weeks

10 weeks to go...

Started my rotation

Life is getting really busy

Time is not enough.

But play and rest time shouldn't be ignored.

New Year Resolution :
Be nottier, happier, more relaxed, and more efficient in time management.
Be more grateful , more careful , more considerate, less emotional.
Nottier x = bad
Just a little bit more cheeky , and loosen myself and others .

Amen.

Course night 2009 -- The mark of the ending of my 5 year degree

Went to prom .

Many things flashed through my mind.

The slides presentation did not really make me move.

Maybe there 's not much of my memories here.

I am not a somebody here.

5 years ....

Is a long way... not too far away....

Friendship comes and goes.
It's up to us to maintain the relationship.
Nothing last forever, except the love of God.
Most importantly,
I hope that I will not lose myself again
In whichever path that God lead me to
To discover what really lies in me

It's not how much I earn
It's not how well I am
It's not how smart I am
It's not how wealthy I am
It's not how pretty I am
It's not about how well-liked I am

It's about the simple things in life
It's about the beauty of this world
of GOD's every creature

It's about how much I do care
I appreciate
all this simplicity .

The man that I love

A glass of wine, whispering bossa nova,
dancing slowly through the melody
With the man that I love

The man that I love
Is neither a perfect man
The man that I love
Nor a romanticist

Oh when that will happen ?
Oh when you will be ?


The man that I love
Makes me cry
The man that I love
Makes me smile

I love him , He loves me too.

The man that I love
Tell his mother
He wanna leave the town
To visit his love one

The man that I love
Though did not leave the town
Sent sms and telling his love one
That he misses her very much

The man that I love
is neither a handsome chap
nor a wealthy man
The man that I love
is a nobody
but a somebody in my heart

The man that I love
is just a man that I love
and he loves me too.

Tag : Joshua @ Hooi Meng

a little bit down this morning
missed my dateline
for my assignment

but your concern
your sis was sitting beside you

Don't you know that a little gesture
can make a big difference
It's heaven
but now it's hell

Just a gal
need a lot of love
calling out for love
wanting love
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Happy that I finally got some time
for myself

It has been a long time
since
I can have a cup of hot tea
sitting by myself
In an empty hall of mine

No intruders
No interupters

But there is freedom
and satisfaction

Just me and myself
my pc
and a playlist
iron and wine

perhaps what's lacking
just a glass of wine

A perfect afternoon
A perfect rainy day

though there was
a little crack in this morning

It's a peaceful afternoon
though I have canceled my plan
to go for shopping

It's a peaceful afternoon
though he didn't call nor sms
(or lucky he didn't call )

It's a peaceful afternoon
and I am pleased

For my heart is filled
For God knows what I need the most

It's nothing else,
But this peaceful moment.

Amen.

Naked As We Came (Album) - Iron And Wine

After 17

Cheer Chan-- after 17
一步一步走過昨天我的孩子氣
我的孩子氣給我勇氣
每天每天電視裡販賣新的玩具
我的玩具是我的秘密
　
自從那一天起　我自己做決定
自從那一天起　不輕易接受誰的邀請
自從那一天起　聽我說的道理
　
When I am after 17
　
　
一步一步走過昨天我的孩子氣
孩子氣保護我的身體
每天每天電視裡販賣新的玩具
我的玩具就是我自己
　
自從那一天起　我自己做決定
自從那一天起　不在意誰的否定
自從那一天起　聽我說的道理
　
When I am after 17
　
　
When I am after 17




Cheer Chen

Her voice is so pure,
like the crystal ,
shining thru the dark,
enlightening my heart,
so true.. so naked..
and it pierces my heart
Lonely and yet so
Self- indulged.
Sad and yet so
determined.
Tough and yet so
smooth.

Do we really care?

This post is dedicated to a lecturer who has just passed away last night.

Heart Attack. Myocaidial infarction? Not sure.

Never been taught by him, the only time I contacted him was when I applied to volunteering to the school vet clinic.

I heard that only one student attended his funeral.

Others? I dunno. Do we really care?

Another lecturer was very upset and disappointed. He had done a lot for the students, how 'bout us?

I dunno. Cause I never have a chance to be taught by him.

So who will care?

Will ya?