My friends--Kawanku

irresistible.... how can I not share such a good song with you?

No hard feeling towards my lovely kawan Melayu..It's just a song, kay.

I am sooo SORRY..

I know that it is going to be a never ending - ceaseless intoxication if I keep going on like this, and doom shall be awaiting me at the other end of the corner.

And hence I have made a decision --

I'll be restraining myself from blogging and reading blogs within this 3 weeks..from today onwards.

Please pardon me.. Ampun maaf tuanku , if my disappearance make you --

Miss me
Loss of appetide due to loss of entertaiment
Loss of counter number hits
Loss of libido
Loss of hair
Loss of balls
Loss of money (as I am not reading your pay whatever post whatever stuffs)
Loss of inspiration
Loss of happiness
Loss of what-so -ever

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I am so SORRY.





Counting down for my final..
Looking at the piles of notes and text books that I've never touched nor flip thru..
Killing me softly ...~

Confused.. and Why?

Yesterday I came upon this website. which make me feel uneasy.

I am much confused by now. Who I am to believe?

If it's nothing but merely lies, should I continue to believe or shall I leave in silence?



















Bible is just a compilation of HUMAN'S writting about Jesus. And to err is human. Even history that we studies has its own flaws.. all were written based on the point of view which benefits the party that the historian is in.. (eg Jap history on World War II , our very own Boleh-land history text book that totally wipe out some so called x important " perjanjian" ).

And if choose to believe shall do me good, why not? Apply wherever it should be.
I choose to believe, as I know there's this GOD , as I can feel Him.

Tick.. tick..tick.. oh what I am doing here? I should be swimming in a pool of text books as my final is approaching.. Sh**t.

The death of Jesus Christ

This post is nothing but merely a piece of my pathological point of view on Jesus death.. so don't think over the fence yeah!

Have you ever wonder how our Saviour, Jesus, the Son of God die?

He was crucified . I guess most of us know this.. but hey... no ... no.. that's not the main COD (cause of death)

Jesus was died of hypovolumnic shock! He died because of excessive heamorrhage , which led to the deadly low cardiac output .

How cruel man can really be.. Jesus was nailed at the cross ,incised and punctured with the sharp nails, which might be infected by various bacterial or viruses. Of course it is painful .. extreme pain as the nail pressed the nerve ending of the pain receptors for a long long time.

No bone fracture as none a bone was broken.

He might as well had gone through extreme shoot up of glucocorticoid as well as cortisol as as a result of the environmental stress, as well as the body internal stress(thirst, hunger etc) .
Hence these stress summation would added up the agony that He had went thru for us.

Before his crucifixion, He had been through tremendous stress.

And being in an agony he prayed more earnestly: and his sweat was as it were great drops of blood falling down to the ground. ~Luke 22:44

Hematohidrosis

Hence , it is obvious that he had been sweating profusely and the stress was so great that it ruptured the tiny blood vessels aka capillaries of His skin.

Profuse perspiration could lead to dehydration if no water is immediately given to the patient. Therefore, Jesus would have been totally dehydrated , as he refused to drink , and so his blood pressure dropped to a critical level which might lead him to hypovolumnic shock anytime i.e. severe drop in cardiac output due to loss of volume of blood which will eventually lead to death.

Then he was beaten vigorously by the Roman soldier. Lacerations were all over his body as the whip cut his flesh. If the skin didn't rupture, contussion was formed under the skin. Internal and external heamorrhage occured as the blood vessel were ruptured.

A crown of thorn was forced into His scalp and causes excrutiating pain as these thorns pierced through His head and pressing on His nerve ending .

All these torture would lead to the inflammation of the wound . Edema fluid would build up under the skin of the wounds. Hence heat, red, swollen and painful blister, bruises were all over His body.

Then he was hung on the beam . His median nerve was pierced through. Do you know how painful it was? Even morphine could not help to relief or reduce the pain. The pain would have just travel all the way to His spinal cord.

He was nailed. Tetanus might would have just set in.

Do you know that stress can be summed up? Jesus had been through dizziness, cramp, thirst, starvation, sleeplessness, traumatic fever, tetanus, publicity of shame, long continuance of torment, horror of anticipation, mortification of untended wounds where bacteria and viral would have easily infected etc. So much of stress! If we were put into His shoe, we would have fainted !

It was a symphony of pain. Every move he made, every breath his took, every breeze blown to his body, would bring screaming pain to his body and mind.

Various shock were set in.Hypovolumnic shock due to loss of blood and fluid, plus traumatic shock from his injuries, plus cardiogenic shock causing Jesus's heart to fail. His heart was torn and ruptured as evident by the post mortem changes-- But one of the soldiers with a spear pierced his side, and forthwith came there out blood and water . John 19:34


The current jelly like blood clot is defenitely a prove of death . Fluid builds up could be the edematous fluid that build up due to the shock (highly concentrated blood, high osmolarity, water then to retained there).

Hence , the COD of Jesus Christ, was traumatic shock that lead to cardiac failure.

Remembering His love to us.

Rubbish of the society.. not even worth to call it an animal..

What do you do when people try to insult others using your blog's comment?

It's such a NUISANCE!

LAME ! UNREASONABLE! SUCKS! LOSER!

Only people with hypoplastic cerebellar and atrophic cerebrum will do that!

It shows how disrespectful and ridiculous a man can be!

No matter what it has happened between the both parties, hey, don't dragged me in!

Guess this particular fella has nothing much but everything massive atrophy and infection all over his body.. testes atresia.. or agenesis testes....every part of yours must be going thru intense infiltration of lymphocyes.. neutrophils.. eosinophils etc.. fibroblasts must be busy setting into every part of your interstitial tissue..aiks.. and ewwwww... and moist gangrene.. yuks~necrotic penis *vomitting*

If you dare to do it, why not dare to show who you are ... anonymous.. Superb lame.. are you having laminitis?


Pity that pathetic fella.... born to be failure.. aiz~Wonder what sort of traumatic injuries you been thru and made you such incompetent ?

Though I don't know who you are... and I don't bother to trace who you are... A waste of time and my energy.. better save it for the betterment of animal kingdom.

May God keep an eye on this fella...

Really~ Hatred does not aid in improving the matter.. Pity
You are killing yourself with the poison..

So pissed off .. Don't ever leave any comment on my blog if it has nothing to do with my post. Leave if you can't take my words.

Fcuk off !

See it?

Have you ever wonder how God take care of us? How He shows his mighty love and care for us?

You might not realize it. As human is to err, to ignore and to forget.Miracle is everywhere.. and happens at anytime.

The little little miracle.. that you might never notice about it..

Lost and found.. Sad and happiness..

Disappointment and hope..

Darkness and Light.

There is a light! A light to lead you..


I see it.

How about you?

After 17

Cheer Chan-- after 17
一步一步走過昨天我的孩子氣
我的孩子氣給我勇氣
每天每天電視裡販賣新的玩具
我的玩具是我的秘密
　
自從那一天起　我自己做決定
自從那一天起　不輕易接受誰的邀請
自從那一天起　聽我說的道理
　
When I am after 17
　
　
一步一步走過昨天我的孩子氣
孩子氣保護我的身體
每天每天電視裡販賣新的玩具
我的玩具就是我自己
　
自從那一天起　我自己做決定
自從那一天起　不在意誰的否定
自從那一天起　聽我說的道理
　
When I am after 17
　
　
When I am after 17




Cheer Chen

Her voice is so pure,
like the crystal ,
shining thru the dark,
enlightening my heart,
so true.. so naked..
and it pierces my heart
Lonely and yet so
Self- indulged.
Sad and yet so
determined.
Tough and yet so
smooth.

Interesting agro product – Egg Powder

Interesting agro product – Egg Powder..

They are pasteurized egg. The water is removed to produced the egg-powder.

Dried egg powder is "shelf-stable", able to be stored without refrigeration. They are a good substitute for any recipe calling for the use of raw eggs since pasteurization eliminates the possibility of salmonella contamination sometimes found in raw eggs.

Wohoo.. imagine in the future we live in a world without egg—all eggs are sold in powder form.. Your grandchildren might not even have seen an egg. They have no idea on how an egg looks like.

Then we’ll have everything in powder form.. potatoes.. vegetable.. rice… Men and Women hiding their fugly faces under 2 inches powder.. etc.

We ‘ll be living in a POWDERY world then! Oh no.. O-0 (or maybe we are already living in it?)

p/s : in fact these powder- stuffs are not new things, we might have consumed them . Just we don’t know.. Many biscuit factories use egg powder for hygiene purpose.

how to insult using medical terms?

Having a bad day? Feel like strangulate your boss/spouse / gf/bf / any stupid fella but there is no where to vent your anger to them?

No worries.. Today I am going to introduce you a few vocabs that might help you to release your stress ..

Atresia ani--absence of anus.. cantonese -- "sang zai mou si fert" 生仔沒屁股


Hypoplastic cerebrum-- reduce in size of cerebrum-- part of your brain.. aka "mou no" stupid 沒腦


Epidermal hyperplasia--Thickening of epidermis aka skin due to increase no of cells..aka muka tembok.."hmm zi cau"厚面皮

Hypoplastic testes--regression of the testes aka small balls.."sai tan"小蛋。小睾丸


Now that you can talk bad in front of your boss , your spouse, your bloody hell retarded flens and siblings.. etc without any damage.
(provided that they don't have a darn idea / medical background like I do.. kekeke)


It's up to your creativity to utilize the vocabs.

Remember , the power is yours~

May the force be with you! ..

Ancient humsup cartoon

Pathetic desperado.. .

The purest, love and voice

It's a very nice song ..

Your mother...

I was really touched by the catchy tone and the innocent and pure voice of the children singing the song.

It reminds me how I was taught to love my mom when I was a kid, and how my mom sacrifices , and loves me!

Do you still remember when is the last time that you hug your mom? When was the last time that you told her "I love you?"

I don't.

I miss my mom.

Random Jokes

These are just a few jokes forwarded to me by a friend of my..

Hope that it'll cheer you up as they do to me.

A small Boy wrote to Santa Claus,"
send me a brother"
Santa wrote back," SEND ME YOUR
MOTHER"
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What is the definition of Mistress?
Someone between the Mister and
Mattress
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Husband asks , "Do u know the meaning
of WIFE??
Without Information Fighting Everytime
Wife replies," No, It means ,
With Idiot For Ever !!!"
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What's the difference between stress,
tension and panic?
Stress is when wife is pregnant,
Tension is when girlfriend is
pregnant, and Panic is when both are
pregnant.
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Teacher: Do you know the importance of
a period?
Kid: Yeah, once my sister said she has
missed one, my mom fainted, dad got a
heart attack & our driver ran away.
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A women asks man who is traveling with
six children, "Are all these kids
yours?"
The man replies, "No, I work in a
condom factory and these are customer
complaints!"
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A young boy asks his Dad, "What is the
difference between confident and
confidential.
Dad says, "You are my son, I'm
confident about that. Your friend over
there, is also my son, that's
confidential!
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Do we really care?

This post is dedicated to a lecturer who has just passed away last night.

Heart Attack. Myocaidial infarction? Not sure.

Never been taught by him, the only time I contacted him was when I applied to volunteering to the school vet clinic.

I heard that only one student attended his funeral.

Others? I dunno. Do we really care?

Another lecturer was very upset and disappointed. He had done a lot for the students, how 'bout us?

I dunno. Cause I never have a chance to be taught by him.

So who will care?

Will ya?

Are you " ball" enough?

Mainly meant for male viewer...50% evil..read at your own risk...

We are all living in a world of comparison.. Everyone is so kiasu.. everything we like to compare.. We compare our house, our bf/gf, our atm/ washing machine, our children , our dogs , our houses...etc and the list go on. Not forgetting our very own physical appearance-- skin , eyes, nehneh , kkc and sometimes ball(s) as well (if you have).

If once we find out that we are at the losing side, we, human being, tend to work hard and find a way out to "upgrade" ourselves .(No body wants to be a loser !) So some of us may change his/her gf/bf is car is not big enough, some send their children to the so -called children reconstruction centre , hoping that the "sifu" inside will change the children 's hippocampus (memory centre) so that it is more sensitive, some go for SK II whitening essence , other go for suntanned.

Once a while , you may find the desperate one may go for plastic surgery, A cup wanna upgrade to D cup , 5 " wanna upgrade ti 7", so and so.

Some decent fellow asked me if overexposure of sunlight might cause the gonads to expand.. I am not sure 'bout that.. but as what I have learnt about this animal kingdom.. Brucella might be the answer to it..

Proudly present to you --- Sheep testis (orchitis)

See, the effect of Brucella ? Once infected.. the balls just increase in size tremendously (more than 5 times)! The normal size of the testes of a sheep is like a fist of a 5 feet lady's fist.

So why go for that expensive , high risk surgery? Promise no pain , and no charges on that! Just ask any of your friends who work with animals, help you to isolate some of the bacteria and inoculate it on your balls.. you may DIY too. Cool , isn't it?

Hence, you think you are not ball enough? Go for Brucella! Other alternatives -- E.coli, n Streptococcus.

My Celebrity Look-alikes

http://www.myheritage.com

Wow.. I look that gorgeous , don't I?
muahahahaa

Guys , go and have more sunbath!

WARNING!! This post is 50% evil. Children , teenage who are under 18 must read with the companion of an adult..

During Physiology class...

Lecturer : The melatonin therefore affects the development of the gonads. Lack of melatonin can cause atrophy (= shrinkage) and also cessation of the development of the gonads(your reproductive organs * wink*)...

Hence, lesson of this lecture is-- guys , go and get more sun . You don't want your balls to shrink!

kekeke..

more on melatonin

A new day , A new Me!!

Believe it or not, today it's a big day for me. For I have made a decision, where there is no more point of return, no more turning back.

One way, One road, One Aim--- for one God!

It has been like aeons since I wrote my last entry in this blog.

So you can see, I really wanna make it BIG!

Did my sinner's prayer just now.

I may not change physically. Spiritually , I hope that I 'll be more and more up close and personal to Jesus Christ, My Saviour.

This option has been lingering around my head for a long long time, if I really wanna convert.

Last night went to church, and Father words just stroke me , right at the point.

The doubts that all the while "floating" in my mind is clear. The gloomy cloud is clear away. And now I see the light shining through the clouds and to me.

It's the people, the human that sinned, and sins and sinning; not God.

But I will still hold on my believe -- that no matter which religion you are in, who you are, what colour you belong to, and where you stand, if you believe in one God, that God would be the God that I believe too. We all believe in God, but we'll show it in a different way, we glorify Him in our very own livings, our cultures.

I have a choice to live in this way. It's nothing different from yours; it may diverse in its very own little way, but the path lead to the same destination.

I opt this path, this route.

How about you ?

Arrrghhhhh

亲爱的上帝，

我的脾气很暴躁，该如何是好呢？这样的我无法专心念书，好讨厌。明天叫要考试了，在这么下去，就要把我的pathology当掉了。

我是一只会喷火的恐龙。
请您赐予我力量与智慧，快快赶走那垴人，杂七八乱的恶魔。

我要静下心，好好念好我的书，快快把它统统都背起来。

阿们！

I am guilty

I know that I should haave done my work .
But I din't.
And now she 's questioning my progress.
I am guilty.
To solve it, I should use these time to face the trial.

Dear Father, please lead me with your wisdom to handle it. Amen .

MY true color

Your true color is Brown!


What's Your True Color?

You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.

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