Boleh-land Kini

Today it's an odd post of mine talking about Politics.

I think it's really a time for those who always want to keep their hands clean of these to ponder about their attitude towards the issue.

We are part of it. No matter what.

We must be a thinker for country, the community and society that we are living in. I am not saying that we must be rebellious , but think and digest the decision that we make and are made to make.Yes, a follower is an convenient way, as less troubles we are getting in. However, in a democratic country, who are the boss? Who are the master? The people or the government?

The parties that we elect should be able to voice out the people's needs and lead the people towards a better future.

Now, the parties that we erect love to seal our mouth the power and "weapons" that we endorse them and lead their parties towards a better future.

Wake -up , people! In order to march ourselves towards a better future, we must take action!
Shut -up , you party-speaking people! If you can't speak like a man, just shut-up and don't embarrass us by talking like a retard!

How should a leader behave when the people are not satisfied?

Shouldn't you listen up?

It's just a march. A peaceful march.

Man, they are not bringing any weapons, bomb, knife , fire , gun etc to see you.

Just their mouth. Walk in peace. Maybe bringing in a bit of traffic jam.

They are not terrorist, nor riot.

What are you so frightened of?

If you are a justiced Government, why do you wanna twist and turn and beat the bush while facing the media? Why no local papers cover the news? What are there you wanna conceal ?

Perfectionist doesn't make a great man. Great men are those who admit their mistakes and correct their mistakes, in no time! What makes confession so hard? Is it because of the "face " thing? What's more practical and realistic?

I think this applies to the Government too." We can't be perfect, we can't satisfy everyone's requests. " Yes , we can't , but as we work harder , bit by bit, step by step, we'll improve! That' the point! But did you ever try ? Maybe yes, satisfying the greed and lust within those special VIPs.

Face really so important meh? Jaga muka tapi tak jaga maruah/ badan.
Boleh? What are we so capable of? capable of hiding our head into the sand like the ostrich? capable of fantasizing ourselves to be part of the outerspace while people are suffering from poverty?

We are so short-sighted as we only focus on the "one-moment" glory thing. After that one moment, what are we? Nothing but a joker to the outsiders!

Repent your sin and turn to the people!

Otherwise, people will leave you for a better future. And let those rats ruin your body.

People, don't believe what you see on one side. The local papers, the internet, the blogs, etc.

In order to see the whole picture of it, we must not focus on the same angle/ same view.





This is what they show us.














This is the whole picture .

Get it?

Youtube clips

It's almost the end of my finals. Time to loose myself and have some fun.
Here are few hilarious clips to be share with you. It helps to ease my tension. :P
Gambateh !

Kids today can really dance! hoho.. next time I want my little bebe bear to dance like those kids :P



Uncles can also dance! lol .. this is from Japan.. maybe guys will have goosebumps after watching it.. but it's really farnie hahaha



For those who loves cartoon, don't miss Mc Dull the piggie!



heading home this Thursday. Yahoo! Mommy I am coming home :)

blue gate crossing ost playlist

.爸爸今天不归家

曲：蓝奕邦
词：游思行
编 / 监制：蓝奕邦 / 李汉金

当我七岁 想揭穿你 她却只会忍
到十岁後 发现我没 亲切那触感
你不探一句 不听一句 只说别要问
我亦怕步近任何人

你听过吗 我好友家的事
其父相貌也不知 似套野史
爱赌博的 与欺骗的也太相似
城内数十百万故事
人人也是这样怎可介意

爸爸今天不归家
天边可否找到他
扮忙那个人 忙到我已不敢碰他
他爸爸都不归家
普天乌鸦一般黑吗
未来哪个叫我爸爸
我会肯争气吗

你听过吗 我损友家的事
床上每夜放张刀 叫你发指
也许有位严父曾共我也相似
谁令到父爱没意义
遗传那段往事可否告知

爸爸今天不归家
天边可否找到他
撞门那个人 狂醉到我不忍怪他
他爸爸都不归家
妈妈都撑得起吗
未来女婿叫我爸爸
我请你珍惜她
Daddy’s never coming home
Everybody’s going home
梦无法再寻 才要决心筑起个家
想讲一声多得他
方知怎麼当爸爸
未来哪个叫我归家
我劝他 不要怕

你所缺的爱 早教晓我 做人负责任
我现已没怪任何人

MSN fraud

This is a forwarded mail I got from a friend of mine.

There are lots of MSN fraud, and auto-transfer virus in MSN. Hence just hope you guys will be more careful.

Don't simply accept files being transfered to you on MSN, even though it sounds as if your friend is asking you to do so. It's better to reconfirm with your friends via voice call.

Also, I am really impressed by the "cekap n mesra" performance of our country's police-force.

How are we going to improve the country when everything regarding laws and enforcement is so messed up in the boleh-land?

Or rather it's boleh-lan (烂-滥-懒婪)

Guys! please beware of MSN fraud! Read on:

It happened around 1125am on 19th October 2007. When i was busy with work, a friend suddenly 'IM'ed me using MSN messenger. She used to be my roomate and i am very close with her. So, she asked if i could log in to maybank2u account because she couldn't. As I've tried, i could log in. She asked me for a favor saying that she owed a friend money and been delaying him very long and its kind of urgent to return the money and asked if i could help her to transfer money to her friend first and saying that she'll definitely bank in the money back to me after work that day. The amount she asked was initially RM800, but since i got not that much money in that bank account, she told me to wait as she will ask her friend if its okay paying him RM400 first. So, sensing some kind of emergency here, i without any hesitation (this friend once asked me to lend money to her the same way), I've banked in the amount to the bank account she gave me. The account no. is 1111-1428-6194 and the owner's name is KEW MIN TECK. Well, at the end of the day, after working hour, i still yet to receive any call from my friend regarding the money. So, i smsed her regarding the money. She was shocked about it and asked if she still owe me money. (We stayed together for the past few months, so, sometimes she owes me money for bills...)So, with the thought that she forgot bout it, i mentioned to her that she asked for my help to transfer RM400 to her friend first. With that, she's even more surprised and gave me a call. When i told her about it, she said it must be her email account being hacked already. (FYI - MSN uses email account to login) because she received This guy's number is a SMS from an unknown number saying that he's matthew and he hacked her email and asked her if she wants him to restore for her.012-2141405 which is a prepaid number. I was so shocked with the news and immediately went to Maybank to see if the transfer could be stopped. It was already 720pm at that time, offices already closed down. I've called the maybank hotline and they asked me to make a police report and bring back to Maybank tomorrow. So, i quickly went to the nearest police station and make a report believing that with the guy's bank account number and name, police force could at least track him down or get evidence on him for the crime he's committing. I told my friend to do the same thing and tell her to sms all her friends regarding her account being hacked. At the police station, there's this policewoman at the counter. She asked me where did i do the transaction and i told her at my office. she told me that i must go to another police station to make the report as that is not under their district. I was like 'huh?' However, i managed to make a police report. That policewoman did not even listen properly to the incident i was telling and she started to type on her own. Since she did not attentively listen to what i was saying, she got things wrong and asked us to write the story down. I was lucky that i got a friend to accompany me to the police station. (i don't even know where's the police station is... i'm a KL ppl in Penang now). Even though I've made a police report, the case wasn't open. To no avail, nothing has been done. The policewoman then called another officer (it seems that this officer has the higher rank) and he talked to me. I was asked by him 'why do i need the police report', the reason of getting a police report? (is that suppose to be a question? i wouldn't have trouble myself to lodge a report if i find it not necessary)By telling him that at least could get details on the guy from the bank, he told me to go to Maybank and get the guy's particulars and hopefully i could talk to that guy and it'll be good if he returns the money else, i'll need to treat it as a wrong investment. (wrong investment!!???) So, particularly, nothing has been done.

The next amusement thing about this is that, i went to Maybank as told by the officer the next day along with the police report and hope that i could get details on that guy. And the only thing that i found out is that they need an officer/personel to come along only authorised to view the details! (omg! how come no one told me bout it at the police station?) The guy in maybank was very helpful. He managed to help me check (i got a peep on it) about that hacker's bank account. To my surprise, there are alot of transcation to this guy account! Besides mine at 11.25am, at 11.30am there's another transaction (RM620) transfered to his account. There are several more. And at that moment, his account only left RM146! Doesn't it obvious that this guy is vigorously cheating others by hacking into other people's account? Since, nothing can be done without an officer/personel, with much despair i decided to go home. Just on the way back, i received a call from a friend from KL stating that the hacker the friend's email account to online again and now talking to him. That hacker uses the same tactic to him asking for help to transfer money using maybank2u. I asked my friend to entertain him to see if it is the same guy,same bank account number. So, when i reached home. I tried to talk to that guy again. He's using the same conversation again! (omg! doesn't he remember that he has already conned me?) by making it sounds like i'm talking to my friend, i talked to him again. So, as predicted. He asked the same question again and the whole lot conversations were the same. And without any surprise, the name and the bank account number is the same! So, i called the police station where i make a report yesterday to tell them about it. The policeman who picked up the phone was so rude. Then, i told him bout the incident and my report number and told him that this guy is in action again. And yet, another disappointment. The policeman said that there's nothing he could do as he can't get out of the police station and he then gave me a hp number to call. I called that officer who's responsible for this kind of cases but only got 'i'm busy at the moment. i'm taking some statement here' as the answer. My KL friend who got the whole conversation which of course, the same account number and the same name - went to make a police report and requested to open up a case for this. After waiting for 4 hours at the police station and listening to the policemen saying that there's nothing they can do, there's no evidence and a more ridiculous question thrown to my friend is "Berapa Ribu kau hilang?" (how many thousands you have lost?)

Isn't it the police's responsibility to track this fella down? And why am i the one suppose to get the particulars from Maybank? Doesn't he knows that we're not authorise to do any checking on people's particulars unless there's an officer/personel together with the police report only could do that? Why am i not told about it when i'm at the police station lodging the report? And isn't it the job of the police to get evidences on this guy who is doing the crime? It doesn't matter on how much we got cheated, it is still our money and furthermore, what if that i'm not the only person being conned here? Imagine, each person he conned RM400, so if he managed to con 10 people, that would make it RM 4000 per day! I am seriuosly being dissappointed with the act of the police force. It's as if they are imaginary since they claimed that they could do nothing about it. And these kind of crimes will continue and it'll be even worse as there's no action being take and these culprits will happily commit these crimes without being afraid of getting caught.

So, people! What you can do now is be more extra careful when you're dealing with your money. Always verify with the people you're sending money to, no matter how close he/she to you. And don't assume that your friend's/family's eamil account is not being hacked!

p/s: this is part of the conversation I got (the day after when he's trying to con me again) And I got to know from maybank that he's account is from kuching, Sarawak

Dolphin Cull in Japan

This is absolutely unacceptable brutal - cold blooded selfish and greedy act of human being.

The number of dolphin is decreasing drastically over the years.

Please stop eating Jap dolphin. Stop eating exotic food.

You can make a difference.

There are lot more choices of food we can consume. But not these beautiful creatures.


To those angmoh divers --- I salute you guys! This world needs more people like you.

You! yes You! Tell ya mama and papa don't eat sharkfin also!

:P

给自己的醒句

淡定有钱 剩。
就算没 得剩，
上帝睇住我。

所以奇迹会出现在我身上。

奸人坚的笑声。。。 。。。
哈哈哈哈哈哈

老衬哈哈叫三声
你阿妈v哇喊三声

PHARMACOLOGY TOXICITY AFTERMATH ... ...

Eevet's dinner

Dinner of today~ Sarawak instant noodles with baked bean , eggie and corn .

Sarawak mia instant noodle, sponsored by my housemate ... I called it instant mee , as it is cooked very fast-- throw inside the boiling water and 2 seconds it is done!
No, I don't know what it's called . It's true that you can only get the noodles in Sarawak.
That is not the right way to cook the noodle (with baked bean). According to the supplier aka my housemate, the noodle is best to be mixed with oil, with fried onions, and soya sauce.

As usual, I dumped what I left in the fridge to the pot ...

The noodle is not fried , unlike the other instant noodle. It is dried. It tastes a bit like "min-seen", another type of noodles or meesua in hokkien, which my mom used to cook with the ikan bilis soup. It absorbs the sauce quite efficiently , hence I think it is nice to be served with "saucy" "juicy" dish with a superb nice gravy.

The corn aka jagung is sponsored by another housemate.. from the research garden that she is working in.. no.. not GM food, kay!

Who say I don't take care of my diet? Nah! Prove ! kay! I got corn as my vege, egg and bean as protein source , and noodles as carbohydrate. :P blek~


If you know the best way to serve the noodle , tell me ! tell me! It's Sarawak Instant Mee!!!


hehe.. NOW TIME TO EAT!! SLURP SLURP!

Mario theme song by Zach

It brought back lots of memories...

Mario was one of my favourite video game back to my childhood... hehe I started playing video games when I was like standard 1 ,2? Was always fighting with my sis and cousin and bugged them to play the video game with me when I was small.Granny didn't quite like us at that time as we used to sit in front of the TV with our game-set for hours till she couldn't watch her favourite show. Now we no more live under the same roof. Kind of miss them.I wonder what happened to those playstation , I think most probably Granny had thrown them away. She likes to throw things away without asking our permission, inclusive my sis and my whole collection of cassettes (original one, we don't buy pirated cassettes since we are in Primary School liao) when we left home for our studies. Now it's hard to get those old albums as they are no more available in the market (eg the Grasshopper first few albums , Huang yun lin, Harlem Yu's old album and my own secondary school's performance record as well as my kindergarden's piano teacher's record etc )

Despite this, Granny is still a loving old grumpy nanny; She loves us. It's just that she does not value things that we treasure (and tends to throw them away~ aiya heart pain pain).


Hey, when got time, let's play Mario~

Awesome Talented guitarist

Oh man, isn't it a masterpiece! I am really impressed by Zach Kim.

Can't wait to share with you guys that love and appreciate music!

Beefy diary

Yesterday, my lecturer brought 4 cuts of meat to our classroom .It's a meat science lecture. As usual, the "sap ha-sap ha" (blurred) me never paid attention, but wonder my mind into the land of good food.


After lecture, I "kesi-kesi" (pretend) to help the lecturer sending the tray of meat to the lab. My lecturer knows me too well, and she allows me to take those chunk back home.. hoo hoo~


This was my very first time to cook beef.

Maybe I should try stir fry? like those shown in the drama series where the handsome hero will cook steak and wait for the heroin to come over .. or should I fry it like the one in "tie pie tong" (hawker stall)?


In the end , I tried both. The taste is good, but the texture is .... very chewy.. good exercise for my face and teeth.
Left : "chewing-gum steak"
Right : " chewing-gum fry beef with carrots and cucumber"

Still got quite a lot of meat (Sirloin mar.. big big chunk of meat)
The first thing I did when I woke up is -- open the fridge, and take out the meat(must finish it, scare it will rot . I tend to left my food in the fridge till the bacteria "decompose" it well.)

Hence, I learnt my lesson. I decided to stew / slow cook the meat.

Dang dang dang dang....


and this is my superb eevet's beefy noodle!
It tastes so yummy, tender and juicy.

Brought it to school to feed my hungry newphew. Then to my closest coursemates's house to let them taste..(they came last night to try my first product. Even though they didn't say anything, from their expression and lack of action, I knew that they were more like being forced to finish the beefy chewing-gum . )

I think I deserve a second chance.

At first they are quite reluctant to take the first bite. Everyone kept on gazing each other and saying:" You try first la... you try first la... "

At last , Q took the first bite. Suddenly her eyes shine like a star, " Soft and delicious!" Within a second, she took another bite. While the other quickly took over the fork and put a piece of the meat inside her mouth. " Yummy! "

I was really syok while watching them eating happily. It compensates my tiredness and disappointment that I had yesterday.

Cooking can be very tiring. Hence we have to give thanks to those who cook for us.

Here's my beefy noodles recipe.. it taste like the taiwan noodle with minced beef

Ingredient :

Beef (sirloin.. that's what I got mar~)
Carrot
Cucumber
Onion
Garlic
Ginger
Papaya leaf (as meat tenderizer)
Tomatoes
Black sweet vinegar
Ground Pepper
Sweet soya sauce
Light Soya sauce
Sugar cube
Mustard powder
Rice wine
Cinnamon
I dunno the name --Star-like spice

Preparation
1. Mince the beef.
2. Chop the carrots and cucumber into cubes
3. Marinate the minced beef with sweet and light soya sauce, rice wine, black vinegar, pepper, a little bit of mustard powder. Mix with the carrots and cucumber cubes. Add sugar. Mix well.
4.Keep it in the fridge for 2 hours.


Method :
1. Boil the water.
2. Heat a frying pan.
3. Add a teaspoon of olive oil to the pain.
4. Fry the spice, and cinnamon, with the garlic and onion.
5. Add the meat and stir fry the meat.
6. Put the meat into the pressure cooker , together with the sugar cube , papay leaf and ginger.
7. Add more vinegar and rice wine.
8. Stew it for one hour.

and eevet's beefy noodles is ready to be served!

Trust me , it's finger licking good...
Eow.. There goes my last two days of this sem ... Final starts on Tues, and I haven't started my revision!!!
Oh --O!

Something to think about

Check this out on Pinkpau's blog.

http://quaintly.net/2007/10/13/the-judiciary-issue/



I

Thank God

Thank God that the bump on my face is not so severe after a bee stung me on my cheek when I was riding my bike to school this morning;

Thank God for the rain on my way back home from the clinic;

Thank God for friend that is willing to share the lecture notes when my pendrive is not working;

Thank God for the unanswered call to Jusco;

Thank God for sending me home back safe and sound, though my bike's engine was suddenly turned off (mati engine la ~) twice in the middle of the road, once nearly mati engine on the roundabout;


Thank God that I was able to turn on the engine after 20 trial? 30 trials? not sure la... to kick start my bike.


Thank God for bringing me good news that my friend's mom has started attending church even though she can't understand a word of Tamil and hardly understand English.... ...

Thank God. Thank you Lord.


Amen.

:'( He has left

He left. Without a sign.

Though it's a good thing for him.

But my heart is aching.

I thought I could be cool... ....

Tears are welling in my eyes.

No, I shouldn't cry. It's a blessing to him.

他走了。 我没说再见。

哭了。

后悔没好好的待他。

想花多点时间陪他， 以来不及。

措手不及。

原来我是多么的不舍得

他的离去，

隐隐在我的心房划下一刀。

没有合照的回忆。

彼2， 祝福你。

creative vs copy cat

eyes soothing check up board... ...






Copy cat version


Source from : http://www.littleoslo.com/cnt/home/

Os Seminovos- Ao Mestre, Com Corinho

Creativity in drawing... ... Impressive!

Sometimes we just need to look beyond the old frame ... ...

Anyone have any idea what the title means?

My sister( Volkar Jay)

Darn farnie youtube clip... ... if you understand cantonese... ...

Garbage truck

Today I decide that I'll let more garbage truck to pass by in my life.

"This article is written by David J. Pollay.
Extracted from http://pos-psych.com/news/david-j-pollay/20071002426.
Enjoy.

How often do you let other people’s nonsense change your mood? Do you let a bad driver, rude waiter, curt boss, or an insensitive employee ruin your day? Unless you’re the Terminator, you’re probably set back on your heels. However, the mark of your success is how quickly you can refocus on what’s important in your life."

I read this text on this blog http://diksiew.blogspot.com/2007/10/beware-of-garbage-trucks.html

It's worth reading, go and check it out.

:)

Learning that.. ...

Learning that life is not a bed of roses.

There are thorns within the roses .

Learning that everyone is different. The boundaries of the Universe is unreachable, the depth of the hole is unseen.

Some people are sucks, and they will expect you either sucks up with them. And all credits goes to their suck-up attitude.

Learning that some people prefers to communicate with a mask , rather than be frank to each other.

Learning that all these are just parts and parcels of life. That sometimes ego is greater than any other thing.

Even friends.

Learning that fake sometimes are more favourable than the true one.

The only One that we can totally show our true -self is God.

Cause we can't hide anything from Him. He knows us. He creates us.

学着去接受生命中总无法完美。艳丽的玫瑰， 刺手的。

虽然已知道每人有所不同，但偶尔仍然忘记了真理不是人人能接受。自己也不是如此

PUP rescue... ...

Oct 11 - 11.30 am. Was getting ready to get my grocery. Saw a dead pup on the road in front of my house. It was rolled over by a vehicle . The verterbrae column is soft and fracture as I palpated the dead body.
Heard the weeping sound of other puppies. Searched for the other pups. 4 were found. All heavily infested by ectoparasites, esp larvae of ticks. No dog shampoos, used my Sunsilk hair shampoo + dettol to bath them.

1.30 pm. Fed them with fried ommelette. (No dog food, human also not enough makan liao... poor student mar..)Two indian school kids passed by. Couldn't keep their eyes off from the pups. Immediately asked them if they wanna adopt the pup. Thank God! They took one back home.

2.30 pm . Bring them to the vet that I know. Dewormed them. Thank you Doc!!! One day I wanna be like you too!

3.30 pm. Went to train station to pick up an old friend. Neighbour's son asked if they could take one of the pup.
6.30 pm . Raining. The pup who was taken away earlier by neighbour was crying . Its brother at my house was facing the wall as if communicating with the crying pup. Fed the two with omelette again.

7.00pm . Neighbour's daughter asked if can returned the pup to us. Complained that the dog was too noisy. Dissapointed.
Fed the unwanted pup with oat and milk.(no more eggs ... ...)
8.00pm. Fetched my buddie to shop. One of the pup is missing . Searched the housing area but to no avail.
8.38 pm Reached shopping complex. Bought pup food... ...
3.00 am Brown pup was weeping. It was found in the ditch (longkang) Luckily Yong was here to rescue the pup from the drain (the drain was very deep , about 1.8 m Shortie like me cannot get in there. )

Today, the two pups can recognize me when I called them Bibi. Will just come near me whenever I opened the door . Very playful and like to suck. (I guess they really miss their parents. ) Very Obedient. Hmm.. hope that they will finally find a real home.

Let us pray that someone kind and affordable will take them home .

Details of the pups:

Where it is found : Serdang, in front ofthe Chop & Steak Restaurant
Breed: MongrelSex : one female one male
Was infested with lots of ectoparasites.
De wormed once.Bathed liao.
Now is much much more better.
Temperament : Cute-ness guranted, and very o-lo (hokkien aka like to be pampered). One quiet. The other more active. Extremelyhuman-f riendly.(They are just babies.. kay..)Contact me at eeveth@gmail.com ifyou are interested.
G od bless ya.
Please pray for their adoption.
Ple ase spread the news.
Thank you .

Take me home~ !

I am a stray, found by the road side..,

Please bring me home... take me... ...

I am only 5 months old.. ...

I have been dewormed... ...




.

I am waiting for you...



P/s: this dog is found as a stray in Serdang, near UPM. If you have the heart for the little puppy , please contact me.

Email me at this address : eeveth@gmail.com

Thank you :)

Burdizzo

During farm management class...

Dr.Cow Boy: This is the tool we use to castrate bull. A very handy tool, it works very well. Promise fast and efficient, without much suffering. It reduces bleeding and infection as well....bla bla bla..

Ms Kay Paul Chee at the back: Tell your husband better be good,otherwise you'll use burdizzo , to "yam" him. Fast and not much complications while he's sleeping.

Ms Married at the back : Yeah, you are right.... oiO```

Lesson of the day:

Don't ever try to irritate woman, esp . the one who sleep besides you.. you never know when she has got a burdizzo (bird 跌口左)with her under the bed.

Extra care for those who marries / married to a vet!

Take care dude!

小小幸福

7点15分， 觉得自己很幸福。 幸福是因为我的室友烧饭给我吃。

感恩上帝。 每次在愁着的时候， 总是及时送上我所需的。

虽不是什么山珍海味，粗茶淡饭以让我的心充满了暖暖的幸福味。

是个容易开心的人吧。 怎么一顿饭就可搞定我。。。。。。

那么为什么到现在还是没被好男人骗上岸呢？

值得深思深思~

。。。

人都是很假， 虚伪的。

开了风扇， 弄倒了东西， 却可以装作看不见。只是自顾自的继续的倒头大睡。
是否应该也至少起来问问看需不需要帮忙吧！

装傻是人的本领吧！

不要说别人， 自己几时也变成了这种人。

我也装傻吧。装着我看不见那自顾自的姿态。

real hope? fake hope?

What's the main element that keeps people going, striving their best , or keep on struggling in this complicated world? To me , other than the elements that feed our physical needs, eg Oxygen, water, food , etc , HOPE is the element that feeds our soul and mind and keeps us alive.

We have hopes.. we are given hopes.. therefore we believe that things will be better , maybe the next seconds, minutes, hours, days or years to come.

People never stop seeking for hopes. I wish to get a better result in my next test,and so I do my revision. Tommy hopes that he will find someone that he really loves someday, hence he never stop searching and dating . Danny hopes to get eternal life , and so he attends church; Cheong hopes that he will be rich one day, hence everyday he lingers at the Magnum counter everyday......

Once a person loses hope , there's nothing left for him to keep going. Daisy jumped down from the apartment because she was hopeless in her relationship with her husband. Cerene asks for euthanasia as she has nothing but suffering from her illness. Allan left nothing but debts to his daughters , he felt that he could do nothing with all these " Along" and stress he had encountered.

Hope , never lose hope, otherwise you'll lose everything.

However, how many of us do understand the meaning of hope?

A real hope will help us to improve, towards a better living. It helps us to focus to the right thing that we should do. Regardless of the outcome, (cause it doesn't mean that you will get what you really hope for in the end!!), it is the process that is much more important.

A fake hope , lead us to the wrong way -- maybe the end of our life, or other people's.
For instance, hoping to get a fortune from the activity of gambling. If you strike the lottery, you are lucky. How many of the gamblers on this world is so lucky?
Once my dad told me that , if you don't gamble, you lose the hope. That was like when I was in my 12 , or 14 years old. I couldn't say anything. I was stupid enough not to debate with him. Maybe at that time , things that I know are not much.

Looking back all these year, what he has done to the family, I realise that what 's the meaning of clinging on a fake hope that devils have given to you. It's a temptation which will lead you to nowhere but destruction of life.

Yes, we must hope for the better. We can fantasy. But we must be realistic and practical. Many a times, people that lives on wrong believe, getting the wrong hope, having the wrong attitude, are usually irresponsible. You might be enjoying yourself at the short duration of time, but other people are suffering because of what you're believing. These hopes will make these people to be more selfish, self -centered, and lose their self esteem in the end as they can't think and act properly.

A hope might be an abstract one. You can't see, you can't hear, you can't touch, but it does not mean that it is impractical, or it is a fake one. Believing in God seems to be impossible, and so abstract to some people." Is it real? Is that a one true God? Is there is real eternity after this life? " Do you think all these questions are important? No , not really. It 's not just believing and having the faith, it is what this hope will lead you to , in the process and till the end. Not only you, but as well as the people around you, your love one.

Forget about the fake hope, look around you, where there is love (not lust), there is hope, where there is hope, there is life. What we need is always there, hence open our heart and eyes , see things through and take it! It is not a shame if we make the first move; it is how stupid we are if we just stand here and never get something done.

Live for now and then we'll live forever.

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就这么样几个月就过去了。

过去那没有联上网的日子， 该发生， 不该的， 应知道的，不该知道的，想知道的，不想知道都一一浮上台面。生命中的苦， 痛， 失望， 与悲伤，有挣扎。

是一场暴风雨来临前的平息，还是摒息

生活还是要过。

我选择面对， 积极。 你呢

Another MV dedicated to Boleh-land

Check out the link, it's darn rough, darn farnie, and darn true.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OsyJemOf0xg

Enjoy yourself :)

ew.....

I thought that I have finally ended those pathetic " internet-less" days when I am back to my hometown..

No.. no.. Never thought that my FOC wifi service would have to say " Sayonara" and " Go - and - Earn -your- own decent money- and get Fatt of with Steam-asx" so soon..

Hence, I can't go online unless I got my super duper pig size obsolete laptop to my faculty to get online .. giving the chance to let other curious organisms that like to poke here and there with their long sharp noses in my school to .. oh no.. invade my little world of peace.

I guess everyone of us need to spend some time by our own. YES. Only yourself. Having sometime to ponder about some matter that fatt/ fart/ fitt you whatever you name it.
Eg . Your own private time to get a shower.. (except for those " yun yon" (a type of birds in cantonese)bath..)
.... hmm your own private SAMa- HAPPY-time ..(if you watch transformer, you know what I mean)
...own quiet time with GOD...etc.. etc..

I guess I have not much quality (and quantity) time to be spend with my little world in the blogosphere ... ... until further notice from my Heavenly Father..

and so I wonder.. what will my regular visitors will have in their mind when there is no update for my blog for a long long time?

Will they think that ..
I am dead?
or I have finally transformed myself into a slug successfully?
or ??????

hmmm.. maybe we should start a meemee (I miss maggie mee) on this topic.. what comes into your mind about the blogger if there's no update on a particular blog? Say auntie lilian's , or the wise -man zewt's ?


Last but not least .. (hehe..I know, not again for you), term of the day--

Flea aka sherk in cantonese==>parasite that can jump very high ,infest you, suck your blood, have the ability to let other young parasite to be pass through your body circulatory system, and make you sick.

Fleas are everywhere . You can hardly prevent or avoid it (unless you are one of them). Make sure you work hard enough to have enough blood for yourself..You can't sue them, you hardly have the chance to fight back as they always "jump" very high.. high in position.. higher that your papa, mama, dai lou , kai dai...etc

We just have to live with it.. Sux it up , bro.. as my Dai lou told me..

All in all, May God bless all of you reading this entry so that you'll continue to track me down ..on and off just to make sure that I am still alive..

Sorry dude, if I have kept you waiting for so long... and believe me , it's not the end.... ew...

Counting down before I leave KL

Oh..when people is " sui" , it is really " sui" and you can really sense the " suiness" when it is about to hit you...

First of all, I got a real high fever .. real high like .. hmm when coffee mix with redbull plus chicken essense-- okay, so I am really HOT !! and heaty.. hey no... NO , I am NOT ON HEAT!


Then , got a im from my friend that she have no choice but to " aero aka fong faye gay" as she is too busy with her big project. Okay, that's fine with me..So I still have another one friend who is joining me..

Then late at the night.. still HOT .. another friend of mine sms me telling me that she doesn't want to go to Taiping anymore.. So that's mean it's only me .. ALONE!!

Okay, I told myself to calm down.. This is not the first time that people aero me.. this is their decision and I have to respect them. But heiya.. why I am always the one who kena all this shit?


Going there alone meaning I have to bear the accommodation and transportation all by myself which is not economic and out of my budget . The more "geli" thing is that I have to walk all by myself early in the morning from the motel to Taiping Zoo and late in the evening everyday which is hmmm not really safe . You know .. Tp lake got quite a number of a-kua when the night curtain falls on the ground.. that means that it is really ... what if other" humpsap low" think that I am one of them .. or the "beauties" think that I am snatching their rice -bowl then I am sure be dead by then.

I am not angry with them. I am just unlucky. I guess maybe God have other plans for me . Maybe it's a blessing in disguise, who knows?

The third unfortunate event is the house I am living with , right now. I mean the place where I stay currently for the semesters. We've talked to the landlord via phone but he was not happy with that.. meaning that most probably we have to bear the cost of the empty room. It's really hard for us as we are just students,not making money. And we do understand what the landlord is thinking. There are no one to be blamed. We hope that we are given a little time and mercy -- why can't we have a win -win situation?
Pray hard for that. It's never easy when it comes to money especially in this city of Money-boleh-land. Hope that my housemate can really persuade our landlord as I won't be there when they are negotiating (back home d mar.. dun blame me la~)

I am not the one who is choosy in to let people stay at our house.. it is the issue of safety. Hey all are pretty gals(if not , cute gals), still intact... very dangerous you know! I mean if I put you into my shoe , are you daring to let any " humpsap"-looking uncle dunno where he come from to stay with you? Bear in mind that -- we are only innocent , harmless little creatures!

But I am happy that at least I got 2 bookshelves, 1 small book rack from my senior today.. though he promised to give me 5 .. but in this dun-ever-believe-in- promises-land, he gave me 3 out of 5 , is also very generous d.. Thanks for that, dude!


[I really must learn that I must not believe in promises people make in this land-- even though I find it very hard to, and in the end I am the one who is being "salahkan" (blamed) ~ Sigh~ I guess that 's why I always feel hurt... aiya..forgive but remember the lesson]


Hehe another thing is that I am approved to be volunteering in one of the small animal clinics in my hometown! Hooray, it's a good news to me.. Though I might be running out of money for the transportation and food again~ And of course my dad and granny may not be happy with what I am doing then.. they call it idiot work (I am not using my special terms here as they can't speak "my language" ), as I am not earning money from it. But I wanna learn ! Yes , I wanna !

[Having a little problem with my dad.. but I guess I don't wanna reveal this yet.. Though it broke my heart, shattered my dream, I do hope that God will change him one day, and that he will kick off that really anemic parasite-like habit which not only have sucked all his blood, his Vit M, as well as my mom's , my sis's and my savings. No sense of security. No matter what, I still love him.. that's why sometimes I think it's good that I have the reasons for not going home so early in my semester break.. though I miss home.. so much feelings are intertwined~]

Looking at the pessimistic side, I have to say bye bye to the faster internet connection where I am having now at the room I rented. The one at my sweet home is the limited and very lousy version of stream-assxe..so I guess I got to bid farewell to my beloved youtube, imeem and other nice clips and songs .. and uploading and downloading of photos will be darn slow. Trust me! It's like the hard time you have gotten when you are trying your hard to stretch the muscle of your bowel in the toilet.. because something hard just stuck there..lots of pain .. oh man!

I can't go to the library to check out interesting books in my fac for hmm like 2 months!!
It's a sad thing.

I can't go swimming in my Uni pool for 2 months! (crazy hydro-phobia wanna swim in a pool with pelambung(buoy)!)

However, looking at the bright side.. I can go home!(though my room is burning-hot at this time)
I can meet all my buddies! Yeah, long live old time buddies! (though I guess my pocket's hole is getting much much more bigger -- hey entertainment fees with them not cheap le~one cup of limau ais RM 1.50 you think mamak is cheap arr?! )
I can go to church! (though not often as have to work in some of the weekends)
I can play my guitar! (wonder if it had become kaputt d)
I can sing K~ (anyone wanna hire part-time singer arr -- I dare U to!)
I can play with my dog! (Dd I miss you like crazy)
I can relief the pain of my mom for missing me sooooooo much! (I love ya mom!)
I can finish my " muthu-baik" (motorbike) lesson if possible... (and spend money again~Sigh~)

Wa.. after checking out the list .. the bright side beat the grey side!
So now .. happy happy la going back to my hometown.

Last but not least introducing
lepuh Man of the year ~ From Chagar Hutang, Redang, Mr Mahadi.. I miss him la~

Mr M : (Introducing himself) My name is Kong Ket (keng) Kuat
Live in Lanchiao Panjanng(Rantau panjang)
I like air mani.... (main main)
(and the rest I dun understand.. but the guys laugh like hyena..)

The way he said was so funny.. the rest is up to your understanding and imagination..

Oh yeah~ vocab of the day --Goat taste
Eg. I am going to take my medicine. I wish that I have a goat-like taste bud!
Oh, man ! I can't believe that ah-lian can wear like this! So goat-taste!
The truth is -- Ruminant taste buds are not well developed. Whatever shit you give it to them , they will eat it. They are just " tasteless!" " mou taste -sy " .
Get me?

Ciao!

I am BACK!

Hooray! Finally the final is over!

I know that I 've been away from this world of bloggosphere for a long time .. almost one month!
Tell ya what I 've been on during the one whole month--

Got stucked and " Sux" with my finals.. There you go my physio , microbe and pathology..Hey, I did my revision.. but just not enough repetition... sob sob.. "Rojak" all the viruses and bacteria very well and presented them to my lecturer.. but I won't cry over the spilt milk ;P Just need to catch up with all I learn during the semester break! I don't want to be a bad vet in the future FYI!

As my senior told me -- academic scorer not necessarily make a good vet!

(No worries my fella friends and potential client out there! I'll make sure I'll be professional in performing my duties-- btw, I can always check with my references ,seniors, and lecturers if I am not sure. It's not like test!)


Okay, enough for the exam thingy.. let's switch to something more interesting.

Have you ever heard of SEATRU-- the Sea Turtle Protection and Reservation Unit in UMT(previously known as KUSTEM) in Redang,Terengganu?

I was working as a volunteer for a week in that heavenly paradise -- Chagar Hutang. I've seen how mommy turtle land on the bay and lay eggs! Took a lot of photos .. hehe.. shall show you when I have got more time !

Now I am back to my school and volunteering in my the small animal clinic attached to my faculty. BUt.. (there is always a butt behind it!) hmm. . unfortunately I am down with high fever. That's just too bad. I feel weak. Can't eat. Pain pain with drinking . And the temperature is still high up! I hope that I can be well asap as I am heading to Taiping zoo next week! Praying hard for my recovery. Amen!

Another thing which is really giving me a headache--- I terribly need a housemate!

I feel so bad after my other housemate left the house without paying the tenant fees for two months ! Is she expecting us to pay for her for March , April and May?

It is so irresponsible and we 're such a fool for just letting her go like this.

So now who did all the printing and advertisement for the new housemate? Only me and my housemate! Two of us.


I really desperately need a housemate.. If you are looking for a room in Serdang , please contact us. The room is furnished with the bed frames , table and chair.
Don't hesitate to call Siew Fong --017-6107568

Aiz.. so now I am broke.. and I think I might just start to try out nuffnang like what Auntie lilian does now..I don't need a million.. just some money to cover my rental fees..

Sob sob..


okay, enough for all the unhappy thingy--

Last and not least-- something to share with you :


New phrase to catch up today -- starfish
Eg. You are as cute as a starfish!
The meaning behind-- You 're such a moron.
Why? Starfish are brainless!


See ya till I am back in another week!

Part-time wanted

No .. no... this is not a paid post..not even sponsored by nuffnang.. no adsense or whatever..

A part-time shop keeper is wanted

RM 4 per hour.

In a hardware shop in Puchong, near old Klang road.

Everything is negotiable..

Meals are provided.

Preferably macho and responsible with big big muscle leng chye aka male who can work on Thursday and Friday.

Tough gal are welcomed too.

Interested?

Call Mr. Loke , my landlord 016-2751129.


p/s : bo bian la.. my landlord so kind helped us fixing the ceiling fan , gotta help him a bit la.. He's a very nice guy, sure will be very nice tauke.But then hio humsup gay- lou and humsup miu don't go and kacau him as he's married d..

My friends--Kawanku

irresistible.... how can I not share such a good song with you?

No hard feeling towards my lovely kawan Melayu..It's just a song, kay.

I am sooo SORRY..

I know that it is going to be a never ending - ceaseless intoxication if I keep going on like this, and doom shall be awaiting me at the other end of the corner.

And hence I have made a decision --

I'll be restraining myself from blogging and reading blogs within this 3 weeks..from today onwards.

Please pardon me.. Ampun maaf tuanku , if my disappearance make you --

Miss me
Loss of appetide due to loss of entertaiment
Loss of counter number hits
Loss of libido
Loss of hair
Loss of balls
Loss of money (as I am not reading your pay whatever post whatever stuffs)
Loss of inspiration
Loss of happiness
Loss of what-so -ever

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I am so SORRY.





Counting down for my final..
Looking at the piles of notes and text books that I've never touched nor flip thru..
Killing me softly ...~

Confused.. and Why?

Yesterday I came upon this website. which make me feel uneasy.

I am much confused by now. Who I am to believe?

If it's nothing but merely lies, should I continue to believe or shall I leave in silence?



















Bible is just a compilation of HUMAN'S writting about Jesus. And to err is human. Even history that we studies has its own flaws.. all were written based on the point of view which benefits the party that the historian is in.. (eg Jap history on World War II , our very own Boleh-land history text book that totally wipe out some so called x important " perjanjian" ).

And if choose to believe shall do me good, why not? Apply wherever it should be.
I choose to believe, as I know there's this GOD , as I can feel Him.

Tick.. tick..tick.. oh what I am doing here? I should be swimming in a pool of text books as my final is approaching.. Sh**t.

The death of Jesus Christ

This post is nothing but merely a piece of my pathological point of view on Jesus death.. so don't think over the fence yeah!

Have you ever wonder how our Saviour, Jesus, the Son of God die?

He was crucified . I guess most of us know this.. but hey... no ... no.. that's not the main COD (cause of death)

Jesus was died of hypovolumnic shock! He died because of excessive heamorrhage , which led to the deadly low cardiac output .

How cruel man can really be.. Jesus was nailed at the cross ,incised and punctured with the sharp nails, which might be infected by various bacterial or viruses. Of course it is painful .. extreme pain as the nail pressed the nerve ending of the pain receptors for a long long time.

No bone fracture as none a bone was broken.

He might as well had gone through extreme shoot up of glucocorticoid as well as cortisol as as a result of the environmental stress, as well as the body internal stress(thirst, hunger etc) .
Hence these stress summation would added up the agony that He had went thru for us.

Before his crucifixion, He had been through tremendous stress.

And being in an agony he prayed more earnestly: and his sweat was as it were great drops of blood falling down to the ground. ~Luke 22:44

Hematohidrosis

Hence , it is obvious that he had been sweating profusely and the stress was so great that it ruptured the tiny blood vessels aka capillaries of His skin.

Profuse perspiration could lead to dehydration if no water is immediately given to the patient. Therefore, Jesus would have been totally dehydrated , as he refused to drink , and so his blood pressure dropped to a critical level which might lead him to hypovolumnic shock anytime i.e. severe drop in cardiac output due to loss of volume of blood which will eventually lead to death.

Then he was beaten vigorously by the Roman soldier. Lacerations were all over his body as the whip cut his flesh. If the skin didn't rupture, contussion was formed under the skin. Internal and external heamorrhage occured as the blood vessel were ruptured.

A crown of thorn was forced into His scalp and causes excrutiating pain as these thorns pierced through His head and pressing on His nerve ending .

All these torture would lead to the inflammation of the wound . Edema fluid would build up under the skin of the wounds. Hence heat, red, swollen and painful blister, bruises were all over His body.

Then he was hung on the beam . His median nerve was pierced through. Do you know how painful it was? Even morphine could not help to relief or reduce the pain. The pain would have just travel all the way to His spinal cord.

He was nailed. Tetanus might would have just set in.

Do you know that stress can be summed up? Jesus had been through dizziness, cramp, thirst, starvation, sleeplessness, traumatic fever, tetanus, publicity of shame, long continuance of torment, horror of anticipation, mortification of untended wounds where bacteria and viral would have easily infected etc. So much of stress! If we were put into His shoe, we would have fainted !

It was a symphony of pain. Every move he made, every breath his took, every breeze blown to his body, would bring screaming pain to his body and mind.

Various shock were set in.Hypovolumnic shock due to loss of blood and fluid, plus traumatic shock from his injuries, plus cardiogenic shock causing Jesus's heart to fail. His heart was torn and ruptured as evident by the post mortem changes-- But one of the soldiers with a spear pierced his side, and forthwith came there out blood and water . John 19:34


The current jelly like blood clot is defenitely a prove of death . Fluid builds up could be the edematous fluid that build up due to the shock (highly concentrated blood, high osmolarity, water then to retained there).

Hence , the COD of Jesus Christ, was traumatic shock that lead to cardiac failure.

Remembering His love to us.

Rubbish of the society.. not even worth to call it an animal..

What do you do when people try to insult others using your blog's comment?

It's such a NUISANCE!

LAME ! UNREASONABLE! SUCKS! LOSER!

Only people with hypoplastic cerebellar and atrophic cerebrum will do that!

It shows how disrespectful and ridiculous a man can be!

No matter what it has happened between the both parties, hey, don't dragged me in!

Guess this particular fella has nothing much but everything massive atrophy and infection all over his body.. testes atresia.. or agenesis testes....every part of yours must be going thru intense infiltration of lymphocyes.. neutrophils.. eosinophils etc.. fibroblasts must be busy setting into every part of your interstitial tissue..aiks.. and ewwwww... and moist gangrene.. yuks~necrotic penis *vomitting*

If you dare to do it, why not dare to show who you are ... anonymous.. Superb lame.. are you having laminitis?


Pity that pathetic fella.... born to be failure.. aiz~Wonder what sort of traumatic injuries you been thru and made you such incompetent ?

Though I don't know who you are... and I don't bother to trace who you are... A waste of time and my energy.. better save it for the betterment of animal kingdom.

May God keep an eye on this fella...

Really~ Hatred does not aid in improving the matter.. Pity
You are killing yourself with the poison..

So pissed off .. Don't ever leave any comment on my blog if it has nothing to do with my post. Leave if you can't take my words.

Fcuk off !

See it?

Have you ever wonder how God take care of us? How He shows his mighty love and care for us?

You might not realize it. As human is to err, to ignore and to forget.Miracle is everywhere.. and happens at anytime.

The little little miracle.. that you might never notice about it..

Lost and found.. Sad and happiness..

Disappointment and hope..

Darkness and Light.

There is a light! A light to lead you..


I see it.

How about you?

After 17

Cheer Chan-- after 17
一步一步走過昨天我的孩子氣
我的孩子氣給我勇氣
每天每天電視裡販賣新的玩具
我的玩具是我的秘密
　
自從那一天起　我自己做決定
自從那一天起　不輕易接受誰的邀請
自從那一天起　聽我說的道理
　
When I am after 17
　
　
一步一步走過昨天我的孩子氣
孩子氣保護我的身體
每天每天電視裡販賣新的玩具
我的玩具就是我自己
　
自從那一天起　我自己做決定
自從那一天起　不在意誰的否定
自從那一天起　聽我說的道理
　
When I am after 17
　
　
When I am after 17




Cheer Chen

Her voice is so pure,
like the crystal ,
shining thru the dark,
enlightening my heart,
so true.. so naked..
and it pierces my heart
Lonely and yet so
Self- indulged.
Sad and yet so
determined.
Tough and yet so
smooth.

Interesting agro product – Egg Powder

Interesting agro product – Egg Powder..

They are pasteurized egg. The water is removed to produced the egg-powder.

Dried egg powder is "shelf-stable", able to be stored without refrigeration. They are a good substitute for any recipe calling for the use of raw eggs since pasteurization eliminates the possibility of salmonella contamination sometimes found in raw eggs.

Wohoo.. imagine in the future we live in a world without egg—all eggs are sold in powder form.. Your grandchildren might not even have seen an egg. They have no idea on how an egg looks like.

Then we’ll have everything in powder form.. potatoes.. vegetable.. rice… Men and Women hiding their fugly faces under 2 inches powder.. etc.

We ‘ll be living in a POWDERY world then! Oh no.. O-0 (or maybe we are already living in it?)

p/s : in fact these powder- stuffs are not new things, we might have consumed them . Just we don’t know.. Many biscuit factories use egg powder for hygiene purpose.

how to insult using medical terms?

Having a bad day? Feel like strangulate your boss/spouse / gf/bf / any stupid fella but there is no where to vent your anger to them?

No worries.. Today I am going to introduce you a few vocabs that might help you to release your stress ..

Atresia ani--absence of anus.. cantonese -- "sang zai mou si fert" 生仔沒屁股


Hypoplastic cerebrum-- reduce in size of cerebrum-- part of your brain.. aka "mou no" stupid 沒腦


Epidermal hyperplasia--Thickening of epidermis aka skin due to increase no of cells..aka muka tembok.."hmm zi cau"厚面皮

Hypoplastic testes--regression of the testes aka small balls.."sai tan"小蛋。小睾丸


Now that you can talk bad in front of your boss , your spouse, your bloody hell retarded flens and siblings.. etc without any damage.
(provided that they don't have a darn idea / medical background like I do.. kekeke)


It's up to your creativity to utilize the vocabs.

Remember , the power is yours~

May the force be with you! ..

Ancient humsup cartoon

Pathetic desperado.. .

The purest, love and voice

It's a very nice song ..

Your mother...

I was really touched by the catchy tone and the innocent and pure voice of the children singing the song.

It reminds me how I was taught to love my mom when I was a kid, and how my mom sacrifices , and loves me!

Do you still remember when is the last time that you hug your mom? When was the last time that you told her "I love you?"

I don't.

I miss my mom.

Random Jokes

These are just a few jokes forwarded to me by a friend of my..

Hope that it'll cheer you up as they do to me.

A small Boy wrote to Santa Claus,"
send me a brother"
Santa wrote back," SEND ME YOUR
MOTHER"
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What is the definition of Mistress?
Someone between the Mister and
Mattress
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Husband asks , "Do u know the meaning
of WIFE??
Without Information Fighting Everytime
Wife replies," No, It means ,
With Idiot For Ever !!!"
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What's the difference between stress,
tension and panic?
Stress is when wife is pregnant,
Tension is when girlfriend is
pregnant, and Panic is when both are
pregnant.
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Teacher: Do you know the importance of
a period?
Kid: Yeah, once my sister said she has
missed one, my mom fainted, dad got a
heart attack & our driver ran away.
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A women asks man who is traveling with
six children, "Are all these kids
yours?"
The man replies, "No, I work in a
condom factory and these are customer
complaints!"
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A young boy asks his Dad, "What is the
difference between confident and
confidential.
Dad says, "You are my son, I'm
confident about that. Your friend over
there, is also my son, that's
confidential!
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Do we really care?

This post is dedicated to a lecturer who has just passed away last night.

Heart Attack. Myocaidial infarction? Not sure.

Never been taught by him, the only time I contacted him was when I applied to volunteering to the school vet clinic.

I heard that only one student attended his funeral.

Others? I dunno. Do we really care?

Another lecturer was very upset and disappointed. He had done a lot for the students, how 'bout us?

I dunno. Cause I never have a chance to be taught by him.

So who will care?

Will ya?

Are you " ball" enough?

Mainly meant for male viewer...50% evil..read at your own risk...

We are all living in a world of comparison.. Everyone is so kiasu.. everything we like to compare.. We compare our house, our bf/gf, our atm/ washing machine, our children , our dogs , our houses...etc and the list go on. Not forgetting our very own physical appearance-- skin , eyes, nehneh , kkc and sometimes ball(s) as well (if you have).

If once we find out that we are at the losing side, we, human being, tend to work hard and find a way out to "upgrade" ourselves .(No body wants to be a loser !) So some of us may change his/her gf/bf is car is not big enough, some send their children to the so -called children reconstruction centre , hoping that the "sifu" inside will change the children 's hippocampus (memory centre) so that it is more sensitive, some go for SK II whitening essence , other go for suntanned.

Once a while , you may find the desperate one may go for plastic surgery, A cup wanna upgrade to D cup , 5 " wanna upgrade ti 7", so and so.

Some decent fellow asked me if overexposure of sunlight might cause the gonads to expand.. I am not sure 'bout that.. but as what I have learnt about this animal kingdom.. Brucella might be the answer to it..

Proudly present to you --- Sheep testis (orchitis)

See, the effect of Brucella ? Once infected.. the balls just increase in size tremendously (more than 5 times)! The normal size of the testes of a sheep is like a fist of a 5 feet lady's fist.

So why go for that expensive , high risk surgery? Promise no pain , and no charges on that! Just ask any of your friends who work with animals, help you to isolate some of the bacteria and inoculate it on your balls.. you may DIY too. Cool , isn't it?

Hence, you think you are not ball enough? Go for Brucella! Other alternatives -- E.coli, n Streptococcus.

My Celebrity Look-alikes

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Wow.. I look that gorgeous , don't I?
muahahahaa

Guys , go and have more sunbath!

WARNING!! This post is 50% evil. Children , teenage who are under 18 must read with the companion of an adult..

During Physiology class...

Lecturer : The melatonin therefore affects the development of the gonads. Lack of melatonin can cause atrophy (= shrinkage) and also cessation of the development of the gonads(your reproductive organs * wink*)...

Hence, lesson of this lecture is-- guys , go and get more sun . You don't want your balls to shrink!

kekeke..

more on melatonin

A new day , A new Me!!

Believe it or not, today it's a big day for me. For I have made a decision, where there is no more point of return, no more turning back.

One way, One road, One Aim--- for one God!

It has been like aeons since I wrote my last entry in this blog.

So you can see, I really wanna make it BIG!

Did my sinner's prayer just now.

I may not change physically. Spiritually , I hope that I 'll be more and more up close and personal to Jesus Christ, My Saviour.

This option has been lingering around my head for a long long time, if I really wanna convert.

Last night went to church, and Father words just stroke me , right at the point.

The doubts that all the while "floating" in my mind is clear. The gloomy cloud is clear away. And now I see the light shining through the clouds and to me.

It's the people, the human that sinned, and sins and sinning; not God.

But I will still hold on my believe -- that no matter which religion you are in, who you are, what colour you belong to, and where you stand, if you believe in one God, that God would be the God that I believe too. We all believe in God, but we'll show it in a different way, we glorify Him in our very own livings, our cultures.

I have a choice to live in this way. It's nothing different from yours; it may diverse in its very own little way, but the path lead to the same destination.

I opt this path, this route.

How about you ?